ebookland Chapter 165 "We can't go back!"
Chapter 165 "We can't go back!"
Revenge? Isn't it now?
Tongnian's strength was very small, not enough to hurt him, but she was very strong and every blow was fatal.
"Not fighting with you every day is my revenge."
Tongnian was sober and rational, and every word she spoke was clear and understandable.
But Lu Tingshen didn't understand:
"Who are you? I really don't understand."
He is the one who can't understand her, and he is also the one who understands her. Even she herself doesn't know what kind of person she is.
Where she came from and her past are all unknown.
"Do you know what happened before I lost my memory?"
She wanted to know that a person without a past is like a blank sheet of paper and is indeed missing something.
Lu Tingshen has great powers and can cover the sky with one hand. In Lido, anything he wants to know can be easily obtained. So, did he recognize her before he lost his memory?
Lu Tingshen was obviously stunned for a moment:
"do not know."
If he doesn't say anything, everything will fall into oblivion.
"I'm an orphan, I have nothing, and you'll only suffer if you follow me every day. I can't be a good mother, so I don't want to fight with you. After all, you are his biological father."
What Childhood said makes sense, every word is true, and every word is sad.
But she is not an orphan, she has a family.
Lu Tingshen wanted to tell her, but didn't want to open his mouth:
"We can take care of him together. You go back to the Lu family. We can go back to the way we were before. Isn't it good for our son to have a complete family?"
What he said made sense, but he didn't mention her son. What he was thinking about was his son, his physical and mental health. He didn't even say a word to save the relationship. So she was just his son's mother.
Tongnian was not a love-brained person, but she knew clearly how much her heart ached when she heard him say this.
Lu Tingshen, you still don’t love me!
"We can't go back."
Lu Tingshen didn't understand how sad she was at the time, maybe she was too upset.
He didn't understand why she didn't want to go back, why she pushed him away again and again, and why he was rejected even after pursuing her to this extent.
He doesn't understand women, and even less does he understand childhood.
Yes, he didn't understand why he fell in love with her, and gradually lost himself in the entanglements again and again.
He didn't understand it before, and he doesn't understand it now.
"This is your only chance. If you agree to come back with me, we can write off all the past. If I say you can go back, then you can definitely go back.
If you don't agree, then you won't see it again. I mean what I say."
Yes, a child is a burden. If there was no child, perhaps he wouldn't have gone to so much trouble.
Who is she? What is she?
"If there is no Tiantian, what are we?"
Tongnian didn't want to mention them, but she couldn't help it. She wanted to know why he tried so hard to get her to go back?
Don't worry about it, because it is indeed her youth that she has given.
If I say forget, I think it's not that easy. How can I forget such an unforgettable love?
In her memory, he was indeed the only man she had ever loved.
Lu Tingshen was a bastard, but she couldn't deny that she really loved him.
After she said this, her eyes turned red. She tried to hold it back, but she didn't have the ability.
What are we? In his heart!
Lu Tingshen was very calm. He did not fly into a rage like before, nor did he pretend to be indifferent. Instead, he looked into Tongnian's eyes, deeply and affectionately.
"What do you think we are?"
You said again, why did she ask her question back?
Every time, he would pass on all the problems that were not in his favor to her. Doesn't he know that the dominant power between the two of them is not in her hands?
Her childhood was tiring. She was really tired of all these intrigues and guessing games.
Well, I won’t argue or act anymore. If he wants it, just give it to him. She is not a giant or a superman, and she cannot handle this kind of extreme struggle.
Childhood wanted to give up everything, including daily visitation rights.
Compared to someone like him, she was too small, like a speck of dust.
She turned and left without saying anything, arguing or making a fuss, ending their relationship in silence.
Lu Tingshen looked at her and began to remain silent again. Was this kind of cold violence her specialty?
This is the only trick she can use. Is this the only way she can deal with him whenever she can’t win the argument?
He wants to quarrel, but why do you always hold him back? He feels like he is suffocating. It would be better to kill him with your own hands.
He grabbed her wrist:
"Answer me, who are we? What do you think we are? I've been played around by you like a fool. What are we? Damn it!"
Lu Tingshen threw the glass painting hanging on the entrance to the ground, breaking into pieces.
He was crazy, and his eyes turned bloodshot when he was mad.
He held her wrist tightly, and she wanted to escape, but there was no way.
He was fed up with this kind of cold violence. What she thought was her forbearance was like a knife stabbing him. He felt pain and he had to speak out.
Childhood was terrified because he was really scary when he was angry. The room was full of the remnants of the glass painting and it was a ruin.
Her tears welled up in her eyes, but she dared not let them fall or make a sound.
She looked very aggrieved, like a victim, but he was obviously the one who was hurt. Who was she crying for?
"Are you feeling wronged? You feel wronged being with me, right? I've explained everything to you before, Ji Qing, right? You care about her, so you feel uncomfortable? So you just disappear without saying a word?
When my dad passed away, he was still thinking about you. Do you have a heart? You ask what we are? Then what are we in your heart?
What do you think of me? If you had a little trust in me, you wouldn't have said nothing. I didn't contact you when I was abroad, so you're angry, right? Do you know that your unreasonable behavior almost ruined the entire Lu Group?
What else do you have in mind? What is one thing that I don't know? Don't be a coward every time you say nothing. Who am I to you? I want to give you a future and the title of Mrs. Lu. What are we?
I have no idea. "
After roaring, Lu Tingshen became calm again. Everything he said was indeed what she was worried about.
Why didn't he say it earlier, why didn't he explain anything at that time?
"I didn't mean to do that. When Grandpa Lu left, I was pregnant with Tian Tian. I really had no choice. So I didn't dare to come back later and I was too embarrassed to see him again. Blame me. It's all my fault. I'm the one who shouldn't have shown up. I'm sorry to everyone, Grandpa, Yaoyao, I don't even have the face to see them again. Let me go. I don't want anything, okay? Let me fend for myself. Just pretend I was never here, okay?"
Tongnian cried inconsolably. She could never get over the fact that she did not attend Mr. Lu's funeral, nor did she see Lu Siyao get married in person.
She was her only relative, but she became the person she dared not see again.