ebookland Chapter 166 "Please don't go. I really love you."
Chapter 166 "Please don't go. I really love you."
Childhood cried, her heart was broken. She was like a sinner confessing, which made people feel sorry for her.
She struggled to free herself from his grasp, even though it hurt so much.
"No, I won't let you go. You are not the sinner, I am the sinner. The fault is all mine, not yours. Childhood, I love you. Don't leave. Don't make me lose you again. Don't let me lose you again. I will really die. My heart hurts so much, it really hurts."
Lu Tingshen held her in his arms, and his broad shoulders became her safe haven. He let her cry and make a fuss as she pleased.
She left a mark on his body, a tooth mark from her hard bite.
It hurt a lot and I still have scars.
Lu Tingshen remained silent throughout the whole process, as if this could make her feel better.
This pain is like the pain in my heart, like the pain of losing her.
Lu Tingshen loved her, but he just wouldn't say it. His pride and arrogance made him suffer a lot, and he didn't realize it until today.
In fact, he could have explained it earlier, but he just didn't want to.
Maybe it was because of his youthful vigor, or maybe it was because he didn’t cherish what he got, he didn’t know what he wanted, but he understands it now.
"Let's make peace, not because you're Tiantian's mother."
He looked at the woman in his arms and wiped the tears from her face. Her eyes were red and she looked at him with heartache.
He has to say some soft words because it's not easy to confront head-on.
Lu Tingshen was too hard-headed, Tong Tong was too stubborn, neither of them was willing to back down or give in, so they were destined to suffer.
"I... don't want to forgive you yet."
Childhood sobbed, and he knew that she was still soft-hearted.
He hooked her nose:
"Okay, I won't forgive you."
The corners of his mouth curled up. It was not that he didn't know how to get along with her, but that he didn't want to.
Lu Tingshen is a superior person, but he is also an elite. With so many people under him, it would be unreasonable for him not to have some ability to judge people.
No matter how powerful Tongnian was, she was just a little girl. He could guess her thoughts without any effort, so it was just a matter of time for him to win her over.
She is just saying that she doesn't forgive me now. After all, women's words are always the opposite.
"Go take a shower. I'll go see my son."
Lu Tingshen turned around, opened the door and went back. He still didn't forget that he was still giving it to his father.
Childhood was a bit hazy. Could the person who just flew into a rage really regain consciousness so quickly?
She looked at the remnants of the glass painting all over the floor. It was really a beautiful painting.
She found the cleaning tools and had to pay the price.
"What are you doing?"
Less than two minutes after he left, he appeared again, and this time he was wearing pajamas, completely different from the beast in human clothing just now.
This is the charm of Lu Tingshen. He looks good in anything he wears. He is born to be a clothes hanger, so even pajamas look like haute couture.
She was still wearing the nightgown she wore as a child, holding a broom and dustpan in her hands, ready to clean up, but she was caught by Lu Tingshen.
What?
What can she do? If he hadn't gone crazy, she wouldn't have done this. How could she have the nerve to disturb the staff at this time?
She watched him walk over and realized that her biggest mistake was not closing the door.
He walked up to her and took the broom directly:
"To take a bath."
Why does he care so much about her taking a bath?
"Wear some clothes inside from now on, or else people will see you when you go out."
what did he say?
I didn't wear any clothes during my childhood, how did he know that and how could he say it so calmly?
Childhood's face turned red instantly, all the way down to his neck.
She turned and ran to the bathroom. Lu Tingshen was such a pervert.
He must have seen it a long time ago, why is he only saying it now?
Lu Tingshen was sweeping the floor with a smile on his face. He had made a profit today.
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When Tongnian came out of the shower, she thought he would still be outside, because she knew him best and he would never give up until he achieved his goal.
So, when she came out, she wrapped herself tightly, fearing that he would take advantage of her.
is it?
Is she overthinking it?
When Tongnian came out, he didn't see Lu Tingshen. He was not in the room and the door was closed tightly.
When he left, there was no sound at all.
Childhood thought she would be relieved, but in fact there was something more than she expected?
A little more...disappointed?
How could this happen? Wasn't this what she expected? Stop when you have reached the limit.
But when Lu Tingshen said those words, she admitted that she was shaken.
It would be untrue to say that she was not moved at all. She had loved him deeply, and even a slight glance back would touch her.
Yes, she thought she was very cheap, otherwise why would she still expect to be loved by him?
She could never be cruel to him. She couldn't say or do anything that would irritate and hurt him.
Childhood is kind, and it is kind to the right and the wrong people.
Well, since she couldn't make up her mind, she should just let it go and let herself and him go.
He will be nice to Tiantian, and maybe many years later he will understand that she was not selfish at that time.
This time, Tongnian did not choose to endure, but faced it calmly.
"Escape" is not a positive word, it symbolizes cowardice and unbearableness. If she did escape with hatred at the beginning, then at this moment she was truly relieved.
Lu Tingshen is a good person, except that he doesn't love her enough.
It can also be said that it was not that he didn't love her enough, but that it was not enough at that time. He did not meet her expectations, and did not put himself in her shoes.
Childhood, a fragile, unbearable, insecure person, it is better to part ways amicably.
Tongnian is not a person with a sound personality, and it is undeniable that she has unknown shortcomings.
Everyone has flaws. Even if she is the protagonist, she is just dazzling beyond her glamorous beauty.
Behind closed doors, what you want and what she wants are still things you cannot give yourself.
Don't laugh at her lack of cowardice. Truly kind people are not brave, and truly fragile people are not brave either.
"Brave" is a positive word, but it leaves people with scars.
Some people say that it is selfish, but selfishness is not necessarily a bad thing. It allows people to close the door to being hurt. That door prevents her from going out and others from coming in. It can protect both herself and others.
It is very quiet at night, and it is easier to be moved by the scene.
Tongniao was reluctant to return to the Lu family. That was the saddest thing for her. She was too ashamed to face Mr. Lu. She never got to meet the person who had high hopes for her. She also didn't have the courage to meet the person who gave her a new life.
She is fragile, vulnerable and weak.
She was deeply hurt, but she still considered other people's feelings. The reason she avoided and dared not face it was the self-blame that she could not bear or erase.
Childhood would rather never see them again than mention what happened before. You can describe this as cowardice or escape, it's all up to you, she doesn't deny it.
It was late at night, and she hated sleepless nights.
Do you think she didn’t pay the price for her impulsiveness? Sleepless nights after sleepless nights, dreams of the past every night, were the price she paid.
So, she is bearing it.