Dressed as the only Omega in the Star Military Academy

Chapter 657 Self-abuse

Lu Chihuan was stunned.

He saw Lu Minghe, who was wearing a black suit and a white shirt, with a black gauze wrapped around his arms. His eyes were bloodshot and he looked tired and sad. He was holding a bunch of white hyacinths in his hand and bent down to kiss them gently.

Then--

He walked to the small black coffin again and carefully placed the bunch of white hyacinths into it.

This is……

His funeral in this world.

He swallowed unconsciously, not knowing why his heart felt heavy.

A moment later.

Lu Chihuan finally sorted out his complicated emotions, then looked up again and soon caught sight of his parents, Lu Ye and Lu Ze in the crowd.

Lu Ye has now grown into a little boy.

There was a bit of rebelliousness and wildness between his eyebrows, and it was obvious at first glance that he was not a well-behaved and weak person. However, at this moment, he forced his nose and tears to turn his head away, and his fingers stroked his face randomly.

It seemed that he didn't want others to see him crying.

Lu Ze stood there in a daze.

The eyes are dull.

It was as if he had not yet recovered from the blow he had just received. He was half a beat slower than before. His soul seemed to have left his body at this moment, and no one knew where it had gone.

This scene.

Lu Chihuan simply couldn't bear to watch any longer.

Fortunately, the funeral was over quickly.

The small coffin was also buried in the soil, and along with it the joy of the rest of the Lu family's lives.

Just when Lu Chihuan thought that the dream was about to end, he saw Lu Minghe raising his hand to cover his forehead, his body shaking a few times, and then he fainted on the ground as if he was exhausted.

"Ming He!"

"Big brother!"

Everyone hurriedly helped Lu Minghe, who had fainted on the ground, and sent him to the hospital.

Lu Minghe stayed in the hospital for several days.

Dozens of tests were performed during this period, and the results did not seem to show any major problems. He was no different from usual in his conversations with other people, and was still steady and calm.

At first glance.

There seems to be no clue.

However, when Lu Chihuan looked at his condition, he felt uneasy in his heart. No matter how he looked at it, he felt that something was not right.

He stayed by Lu Minghe's bedside.

Afraid of something unexpected happening.

Although Lu Minghe lay down on the hospital bed to rest early, he seemed to have no sleepiness from beginning to end. His eyes opened from time to time, and then he looked around for something.

A moment later.

He muttered to himself: "…It turned out to be an auditory hallucination."

When it was late at night and everyone was asleep, he quietly lifted the quilt from his body and turned to go into the bathroom.

Lu Chihuan originally thought that Lu Minghe just wanted to go to the toilet, so he did not follow him. However, after hearing a few suppressed cries of pain from his throat, he reacted in time.

then.

Rushed in quickly.

There were several crisscross wounds on Lu Minghe's arms.

Bright red blood was already dripping from his wounds, looking particularly horrific and hideous.

Lu Minghe seemed not to feel the pain, and felt that what he was doing was not enough.

Then he lowered his head expressionlessly again, and masochistically scratched his arm several times with the tip of the knife, as if doing so could alleviate some of his inner guilt and self-blame.

"elder brother……"

Lu Chihuan’s pupils constricted.

I was about to pounce on him and stop him.

However, the scene in front of him began to twist and rotate again, and in a blink of an eye he found that he was no longer in the ward, but looking at the surrounding layout and furnishings, it seemed that he was still in the hospital.

Lu Minghe became even more haggard.

Accompanied by Lu's parents, he came to the doctor for a psychiatric evaluation.

The doctor pushed his glasses and said in a serious tone: "...Preliminary judgment shows that he has a certain tendency towards self-destruction and depression. His mental state has reached a dangerous level. It is best to take medicine for a period of time..."

Lu Chihuan's heart skipped a beat.

Those dark almond-shaped eyes unconsciously widened a little, and the thick eyelashes like crow feathers trembled slightly, and his eyes were full of disbelief.

He never thought that—

Things have actually developed to such a serious level now.

If the world consciousness had not sent him into Lu Minghe's dream, he would have no idea what Lu Minghe experienced after his death in this world, nor would he know that he would be so painful.

Think about it carefully.

He could forgive the world consciousness.

Think of this.

Lu Chihuan took a deep breath, and now walked silently in the direction of Lu Minghe. There was a hint of heartache and anxiety in his eyes, and the heavy worry was about to turn into reality.

He held out his arms.

It was as if he wanted to hug Lu Minghe's obviously thinner body, give him some strength, and hope that he would come out of the haze.

Then get well soon.

However, before the fingertips touched Lu Minghe, the dream began to jump in an incoherent state.

The scene passed by.

He saw Lu Minghe silently taking the special medicine prescribed by the doctor and going to the psychological counseling room three times a week.

however.

The effect is not obvious.

He would never let himself go and kept blaming himself for Lu Chihuan's death. He couldn't help but wonder if all this would have happened if he had been more careful that day and hadn't left the room.

until--

He accidentally discovered the existence of the mother stone in a tattered notebook in the library.

After knowing that the mother stone can give others power and fulfill their wishes, he regained his spirits.

The condition began to improve slowly.

The scar on the arm was also removed artificially through laser surgery in a regular hospital, and the skin became smooth and flat again.

It was as if what happened before had never happened.

After this.

He simply prepared what he needed, left home in search of the legendary mother stone, and began to wander in the vast universe, during which time he fell and suffered a lot.

But from beginning to end...

Those eyes were particularly firm and stubborn, as if they would not give up until they achieved their goal.

The dream gradually faded away.

Lu Chihuan returned to his body again. He didn't bother to check whether the world consciousness was still in the firefly jade. At this moment, he just felt a sore nose and a blockage in his heart.

He just blinked his eyes lightly, and tears began to drip down his cheeks uncontrollably, the tears were hot.

After it fell on the back of Lu Minghe's hand.

The other person's eyelashes trembled slightly, and the next moment he struggled out of the nightmare. Then he looked towards Lu Chihuan's position in a panic, as if he was afraid that he would disappear.

Seeing Lu Chihuan's red eyes and silent tears, he quickly sat up.

The steadiness and calmness on his face had disappeared, replaced by nervousness and caution. He unconsciously grasped Lu Chihuan's wrist with his fingers, and his voice sounded like a taut string, "Huanhuan."

"Did anyone bully you?"

"Tell me, please. I will go and avenge you right now."

Even after so many years.

Lu Minghe is still at a loss when facing Lu Chihuan's tears.

He seemed to still treat Lu Chihuan as a child, so at this moment he still acted like an older brother, lowered his voice and coaxed him carefully, trying to make Lu Chihuan happy again.

Lu Chihuan sniffed.

He stretched out his arms and hugged Lu Minghe tightly, wiping all his warm tears onto his shoulders. After organizing his words, he choked and whispered, "No, no..."

"I just had a nightmare."

"I dreamed that you were hospitalized because of illness. You were in a lot of pain... Please don't get sick again, okay?"

"I just want you to be well."

When he thought of what he had seen in his dream, he felt so heartbroken that he could hardly breathe.

Lu Minghe these years...

Life is really hard.

Lu Minghe didn't know that Lu Chihuan had seen his nightmare. He raised his hand and gently stroked Lu Chihuan's soft black hair, then said with a smile:

"it is good."

"I will never get sick again."

This answer was so decisive that Lu Chihuan tilted his head and opened his lips, then looked at Lu Minghe with some suspicion, as if he was worried that this was just a casual remark.

Lu Minghe had no choice but to hook Lu Chihuan's little finger with his little finger.

Then he pulled a hook.

"We've made a promise to each other for a hundred years and we won't change it. Whoever tells a lie is a puppy."

"In this case."

"Huanhuan, you can always believe it, right?"

Lu Chihuan raised his hand and rubbed his red eyes. After letting Lu Minghe go, he sat up straight again, then hummed and whispered, "This is better."

Lu Minghe wiped the lingering tears on Lu Chihuan's face with a wet tissue.

His voice sounded low and steady, as if he would not lose his composure because of anything. "Okay."

"It's getting late now."

"Let's hurry up and get some sleep. We'll have to continue looking for the Zerg's nest when daybreak comes. If we want to stop and rest, we'll probably have to coordinate with the others."

"So it's better to get enough rest now."

Lu Chihuan opened his lips.

I originally wanted to say that there was nothing wrong with me, but after meeting Lu Minghe's clear and concerned gaze, my heart softened.

When he thought about how hard his brother had lived before, he just wanted to be a good boy.

It can make the other party feel less worried.

So at this moment he dived into the quilt like a swimming fish, and then pulled the quilt up to cover most of his face, leaving only a pair of bright and brilliant eyes exposed, which looked like stars.

"Okay."

Lu Minghe saw him like this.

My heart had already been completely softened.

At this moment, he lay back in the bed, and after gently pressing his forehead against Lu Chihuan's fair forehead, he rubbed it gently, as if it was some kind of intimate agreement between them.

"Go to sleep."

"Now that I'm here to watch over you, I will stop all the nightmares."

"So don't be afraid."

Lu Chihuan couldn't help but smile.

He knew that Lu Minghe's words were just to reassure him, but he still couldn't help but feel a little relieved.

The two of them put their foreheads against each other.

They fell into a deep sleep while maintaining this posture of trusting each other and leaning on each other.

The night passed in a flash.

Lu Chihuan was the first person to wake up. He slept quite well and felt extremely energetic after waking up, as if he had endless energy.

At this moment.

He carefully put down Lu Minghe's hand on him, put on his clothes, and tiptoed out of the tent.

As soon as I walked out of the tent.

Lu Chihuan saw Jinwu standing guard near the garrison like a loyal soldier, always listening to the movements around him.

He narrowed his eyes.

Said hello to the other party.

Jinwu's eyes, which were glowing with a faint blue light, lit up, and then he quickly walked to Lu Chihuan and sat down. After carefully observing his expression for a moment, he pretended to be casual and said in a formal electronic voice:

"You look much better today."

really.

The decision to let him rest early yesterday was the right one.

Lu Chihuan took out the lunch box from the storage ring and heated it up. After hearing Jin Wu's words, he touched his face again. His long and thick eyelashes drooped and his eyes were confused.

"Yes."

He didn't look in the mirror, so he didn't know what his complexion looked like.

But after hearing what Jin Wu said, he still smiled and pursed his lips, and the dimple at the corner of his lips deepened a little, "I guess you had a good rest last night, Jin Wu, how about you?"

"Did you feel lonely or scared when you were on guard alone in a mecha last night?"

Jinwu snorted, crossing his arms.

Lu Chihuan inexplicably heard a hint of pride and arrogance in its voice, "How is that possible? I might be the most powerful biological mecha in the universe, but I'm just keeping watch."

"It's just a small matter to me. I'm not as cowardly as humans... well, humans other than you."

Lu Chihuan seemed to be thinking about something.

He held his chin and shrugged his shoulders, looking a little disappointed. "I see. Originally, I thought that if you felt that you were too lonely or scared to be on guard alone in a mecha, I could stay and accompany you."

"But now that you say so, it should be unnecessary."

Jinwu's face froze.

It turned its huge head, and it seemed to be in a dilemma. After struggling for a while, it whispered awkwardly, "If you insist on staying with me."

"It's not impossible."

It's very easy to talk to.

As he spoke, Jin Wu secretly turned his head to see Lu Chihuan's reaction, but Lu Chihuan raised his hand and waved to the other side, "Brother."

"I am here."

When Lu Minghe woke up and found no one beside him, his heart skipped a beat.

Fortunately, he soon heard Lu Chihuan's voice outside the tent, so he breathed a sigh of relief and quickly put on his clothes. He simply washed up before leaving the tent.

He sat in front of Lu Chihuan.

His face was still calm and tolerant as usual. After lowering his eyes, he picked up the dust on the other person's collar with his hand and said, "Why don't you sleep a little longer?"

Lu Chi smiled happily.

"You cooked last night, so I thought I'd prepare breakfast today. It's fair if we give and take."

"The meal is ready."

"Brother, try it."

As usual, he prepared energy blocks for Jinwu and distributed the lunch boxes to Lu Minghe.

Then he turned his head to look at Jinwu. His dark eyes looked clean and clear. He softened his voice and asked, "Last night, Jinwu, when you were on guard -"

"Did you encounter any situation?"