A female agent travels through time and fights against the fierce enemy with weapons

Chapter 177 Long Night and Many Dreams

"Is that why you gave Chen Hongan ten taels of silver?"

"That's only part of the reason, because I think what he said is right, and it's completely consistent with my previous guess."

"What was your previous guess?" Murong Chen asked, grasping the meaning of her words.

What he wanted to know was what she had guessed before and why he didn't know?

Why didn't she tell him?

After hearing Murong Chen's words and looking at his expression, Chen Wanruo subconsciously felt a little guilty.

But she soon realized that they were just ordinary friends, and she didn't seem to have any obligation to report everything to him!

Thinking of this, Chen Wanruo straightened her waist and said, "I had guessed this before, but I wasn't sure."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Why should I tell you?" Chen Wanruo asked back.

Murong Chen choked, obviously not expecting Chen Wanruo to answer him like this.

For a moment, I didn't know how to answer her.

But he was unwilling to give up. After thinking for a while, he continued, "Can't we even share these things? Don't you know everything about me?"

"Did you tell me this in person?" Chen Wanruo asked back.

Thinking of this, Chen Wanruo felt that it was right for her not to tell him.

Because he didn't tell himself his own affairs in person, most of the time he heard them from other people.

"Even if I didn't tell you, you would have known it, right? Wouldn't the result be the same?"

"It's different. It's very different. If you think it's the same, then I'm telling you the same thing now. You'll know it the same way, and the result will be the same. In the end, you'll know it all."

Murong Chen: “…” When it comes to reasoning, he seems to never be able to win the argument with her.

But Murong Chen didn't bother with her. As she said, doesn't he know it now?

He doesn't want her heart yet because he's not sure if he deserves her.

I am even more unsure whether I can have a future.

To outsiders, this battle was just an ordinary battlefield.

But in his eyes, the chances of surviving this war were slim.

Not to mention that the issue of food and fodder has not been resolved yet, the issue of troops is also the most troublesome thing at the moment.

Thinking of this, Murong Chen nodded gently at Chen Wanruo again, then slowly turned around and left.

Come to think of it, if he can't give her a future, why does he still bother her?

Let go, maybe she can find someone who is more suitable for her!

Chen Wanruo didn’t know what Murong Chen was thinking, but after seeing his lonely back, she was filled with emotion for a moment.

For some unknown reason, Chen Wanruo immediately chased after Murong Chen and explained:

"The reason I didn't tell you is because I wasn't too sure myself, and you have more and more troubles. I think I can handle it myself, so I didn't tell you."

When she said this, the anxiety in Chen Wanruo's eyes was clearly visible.

Murong Chen knew that she cared a lot about his thoughts.

If he had not had that thought before, he might have been surprised that he finally got some response from her.

But when those thoughts came to his mind just now, he realized that he was not worthy of her at all.

To have such a beautiful her.

He was in danger everywhere, and if she followed him, she might lose her life at any time.

But if she became an ordinary person with herself, then she could live a better life than now.

She can earn her own money.

Or find a man you like, get married again and have children.

Thinking of this, Murong Chen's heart felt as if it was pierced by a needle, and it hurt.

But he tried his best to hold back the pain, and said with a wry smile: "It's okay, as long as you feel you can handle it. If there is anything you need help with, just ask. I will do my best to help if I can."

The words were polite yet distant.

If Chen Wanruo wasn't stupid, she would have been able to hear it.

"Oh, by the way, my leg disease is now well, right?"

As if he had thought of something, Murong Chen suddenly asked again.

Chen Wanruo came to her senses immediately after hearing this. She didn't understand where she had said the wrong thing, and answered without thinking:

"That's great. If you don't feel any discomfort now, then you're basically normal."

"Well, if that's the case, then I will have to go back to Prince Zhan's Mansion." Murong Chen said lightly.

After saying this, he didn't give Chen Wanruo time to react and walked straight towards his bedroom.

If you look closely, you'll notice that his back looks stiff and hurried.

Chen Wanruo didn't know what Murong Chen was thinking.

But seeing that he was still like this even after she had explained everything to him, she felt powerless.

She has never been the kind of person who values ​​sentimentality, nor the kind of person who is good at explanations.

She said it, and he didn't listen, so she thought it was his problem.

So she would persuade herself to let it go, or persuade herself not to think too much about it.

Having died once, she has long since lost interest in love.

If she comes and feels it is suitable, then she will accept it.

On the contrary, if it comes but doesn’t belong to her, she will just give up.

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royal palace.

"Mother, Murong Chen has been living in the Chen Mansion for some time, so it is a bit difficult for us to take action." Murong Peng said anxiously.

It's not that they didn't find people to do the job, but they just couldn't get close to the Chen Mansion's courtyard.

I don’t know what kind of poison powder Chen Wanruo used to be so powerful.

"He just wants to treat his leg disease at the Chen Mansion. In my opinion, this is just a waste of time."

Yao Fengjiao never thought that Chen Hunruo would have the ability to detoxify Murong Chen.

If she really had that ability, Murong Chen should be able to come and go freely now.

But every time Murong Chen appeared in front of everyone, he was sitting in a wheelchair.

She even felt that Chen Wanruo might be like other doctors and did not know that Murong Chen was actually poisoned.

"Mother, to avoid any further complications, why don't we directly order Murong Chen to lead the army to war immediately?" Murong Peng proposed again.

Although there are only a few days left before the expedition, he can't wait any longer.

I don’t know if it’s a psychological effect, but he has trouble sleeping during this period. Even if he does fall asleep, he is haunted by nightmares.