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Chapter 145 I can’t give you the love you want!

When Ji Jinshang rushed to Xie Hanling's house, Zhao Yilin had already drafted a divorce agreement with the help of Xie Hanling and was just waiting for him to sign it.

When Ji Jinchang saw Zhao Yilin, she burst into tears and cried. Xie Hanling and Su Wen made room for them and took the child out. Nian Nian fell asleep, so they had to leave him at home.

Ji Jinchang cried with tears and snot, "Yilin, I know I was wrong, can you forgive me?"

Zhao Yilin looked at him indifferently, "You haven't seen Nian Nian for several days, go see him. He is asleep, be gentle and don't wake him up."

Ji Jinchang thought Zhao Yilin wanted to use Nian Nian to change his mind, so he went to the room obediently. In the room, Nian Nian was lying on the bed, sleeping quietly, his breathing was even and steady, and his small chest rose and fell with his breathing.

He looks a lot like Zhao Yilin, with long, curled eyelashes that flutter gently in his sleep like two small fans. His cheeks are rosy and round, like a ripe apple, making people want to kiss him. The corners of his mouth are slightly raised, as if he is having a sweet dream, perhaps dreaming of his favorite toy, or perhaps dreaming of his mother's warm embrace.

His little hands were clenched tightly against his chest, as if he was protecting something precious. His fingers were thin and long, like little carrots, very cute. His little feet were still moving restlessly, occasionally kicking the quilt, as if protesting the feeling of being restrained.

The whole room was filled with a warm atmosphere, and Ji Jinchang felt extremely relieved and happy when she saw her son sleeping. Watching him sleeping peacefully, it seemed as if the whole world had become beautiful.

Ji Jinshang knelt in front of the bed and looked at it for a long time before reluctantly leaving the room. He came today for more important things.

When he returned to Zhao Yilin, Ji Jinchang was much calmer, not crying like when he first came in. Zhao Yilin felt that she could discuss business with him now.

"When you see your son, do you think you can take on the responsibility of being a father? Will you always be a good father?"

Ji Jinchang answered with certainty, "Of course."

Zhao Yilin was very satisfied with his answer. Although Ji Jinshang's parents didn't treat her well in the Ji family, they were really good to Nian Nian. She also believed what Ji Jinshang said, that he would be a good father and would take on the responsibilities of a good father.

"That's good. You must remember that you will always be Nian Nian's father, and I will always be Nian Nian's mother."

Ji Jinchang felt that Zhao Yilin had said so much, so she had to tell him the purpose of her trip. "Yilin, let's have a wedding."

Zhao Yilin was surprised. "Wedding? Why hold a wedding now? We are getting divorced, why hold a wedding?"

Hearing Zhao Yilin mention divorce again, Ji Jinchang became emotional, "Are you really going to divorce me? My family has agreed to hold the wedding, why are you still making a fuss?"

Zhao Yilin suddenly felt that Ji Jinchang in front of her was so strange, as if she had just met him today. "Do you think I divorced because of this?"

"Otherwise, unless you have never loved me. You are with me only because you want to fall in love, get married, and have a child."

"Ji Jinshang, how dare you say such things. If I didn't love you, would I have left the entertainment industry when I was at the peak of my popularity to marry you and have children? Do you know how difficult it is for an actress to make a comeback once she stops her acting career?"

"You know, you know everything, but you still said what you just said. In other words, this is your truest thought."

Ji Jinshang stepped forward and hugged Zhao Yilin tightly, "Yilin, that's not what I meant. I'm just worried that you don't love me enough and that you'll leave me."

Zhao Yilin struggled to break free from his embrace in disgust. "What kind of performance can be considered as loving you enough? If what you mean by loving you enough is giving up your career, giving up everything you have, and even giving up yourself. Then I'm sorry, I can't give you the love you want."

"I am myself first, then Nian Nian's mother, and finally your wife. I must have my own self forever, and I will always be Nian Nian's mother. As for your wife, I can be your wife as long as you are a good husband; if you cannot be a good husband, I'm sorry, your wife can love whoever she wants, but it will definitely not be me."

Zhao Yilin finished speaking and took out the drafted divorce agreement. "Take a look at it first. If there is anything you disagree with, we can discuss it again."

Ji Jinshang asked desperately: "Yilin, are you really not willing to give me a chance? Those so-called rumors are just a show, why do you care so much?"

Zhao Yilin felt that Ji Jinshang’s biggest problem was that he never felt he was wrong, and even when he admitted his mistakes it was just to be perfunctory.

"You'd better stop talking. If you continue, even the last bit of good impression I have of you will be gone. It will be better for Nian Nian if we raise him together."

Speaking of her son, Ji Jinchang wanted to use her son to tie Zhao Yilin down. "Don't you think about Nian Nian? He is still so young, less than two years old. He needs a complete family."

Zhao Yilin sneered, "If you really care about your son so much, why didn't you think of him when you cheated on him? Don't worry, even if we get divorced, I won't cut off his connection with the Ji family. As long as you take on the responsibility of a father, Ji Linxuan will always be the child of the Ji family."

Ji Jinshang wanted to say something when he heard Nian Nian's baby voice calling for her mother in the room. Zhao Yilin went in and carried him out.

What surprised Ji Jinchang was that he looked calm when he saw her, "Dad, when did you come?" Although his words were a little unclear, his meaning was still expressed accurately.

Ji Jinchang took the opportunity to say to his son, "Niannian, Dad is here to take you and mom home. Ask mom to go home with dad."

Nian Nian looked at Zhao Yilin, "Mom, I love you. We stay here and are not going anywhere." Even such a young child knew that that family was not friendly to Zhao Yilin.

Zhao Yilin looked at Ji Jinshang coldly, "If you were really a good father, you wouldn't use your child as a weapon."

Ji Jinchang lowered his head in despair. He knew that he was really going to lose her this time. But fortunately, they still had Nian Nian, and he still had a chance.