ebookland Chapter 107 At this moment
Chapter 107 At this moment
But he could also hear the sarcastic tone in Wen Wen's voice.
"What do you mean? You sound so sarcastic every time you say something that I wonder if you have a crush on Brother Lu?"
Wen Wen paused for a moment and even forgot to deny it. By the time he reacted, he almost slapped Jiang Xian on the head.
"Oh my god, you're slandering me. You actually think I would like Brother Lu? You can't judge people well. If I like Brother Lu..."
Wen Wen imagined that possibility and almost got goosebumps.
"Impossible, absolutely impossible. There are not so many gay men in the world. Brother Lu and I are sworn enemies. It's good that we don't interfere with each other and don't fight. What makes you think I like him?"
Jiang Xian just made an assumption, but he didn't expect the other party to react so strongly.
"I didn't say you definitely like him. Why are you reacting so strongly? You're kind of scaring me."
Wen Wen said, "Oh," and said, "This is my normal reaction. Anyone who hears you say that he likes or hates someone will react like this, okay? Otherwise, you can try asking Lu Yu'an and see if he reacts the same way as me."
After he finished speaking, he turned his gaze to Lu Yu'an, "Are you right, Brother Lu?"
Lu Yu'an seemed to be in a daze. He didn't say anything, but his eyes were fixed on Wen Wen's face. When someone reminded him, he looked away thoughtfully. However, his eyes didn't stay away for long and returned to Wen Wen's face again.
He asked, “What were you talking about?”
"What are you daydreaming about?" Wen Wen said, "If you were daydreaming, we would have finished our conversation, but you are still talking about the same topic. What on earth could have caused you to be daydreaming?"
"I'm thinking about something." Lu Yu'an said briefly, "What were you talking about just now?"
Jiang answered the question first: "Hahahaha, Brother Lu, I just asked Wen Wen if he likes you. Do you know how he answered?"
Lu Yu'an had a faint smile on his face. "Tell me, how did you answer?"
"Hahahaha, he said that if he liked you, he wouldn't be a human being. He also said that he didn't have such a fetish."
Wen Wen: “?”
Did he just describe it like this?
If he remembered correctly, he didn't seem to have said such a thing?
Jiang Xian is accusing him again!
Before he could explain, he heard Lu Yu'an ask him: "Wen Wen, is it true?"
Wen Wen curled the corner of his mouth. He couldn't stand Jiang Xian's smug face, so he lied.
"Did I say that? I didn't say that." Wen Wen seemed to be thinking, "I really don't remember saying that. Who knows, maybe I really like Brother Lu, don't you think?"
Jiang Xian's heart was filled with anxiety: "Brother Lu, Brother Lu, Wen Wen has already expressed his love first. I wonder what you, the one being expressed to, feel at this moment?"
Lu Yu'an laughed, his eyes swept across Wen Wen's face, and then fell on Jiang Xian's face, "Who knows, maybe I like him too."
Wen Wen's mouth twitched, and he sighed sincerely: "Brother Lu, you are so pretentious. He used such a high-end word that it is hard to say."
Jiang Xian: "If I remember correctly, you just said something similar. How can you treat people differently? You can do anything for yourself, but you can do nothing for others, right?"
Jiang Xian was just joking, Wen Wen smiled back at him: "Yes, I am that kind of person, I really go too far, I have never met anyone who is more excessive than me, why am I so excessive? Tell me why I am so excessive?"
Jiang Xian hadn't expected Wen Wen to act so much: "Why don't you just stop acting? Others act like they're not real, but you act like it's real. People who don't know you might think you're some outrageous person."
Wen Wen obediently shut his mouth, as if he suddenly remembered something, and moved closer to Lu Yu'an, staring into his eyes seriously.
Lu Yu'an was the boy with the longest eyelashes Wen Wen had ever seen, and his eyes were the most delicate he had ever seen. If he asked someone for something with eyes like this, most people would not be willing to refuse him, but fortunately, Wen Wen was not an ordinary person.
He would be willing to refuse.
While he was looking at Lu Yu'an, the other party was also looking at him. The two of them were silent for a while. The atmosphere between them was particularly weird. Even Jiang Xian was reluctant to break the weird silence, fearing that he would be implicated.
Although Wen Wen took the initiative to approach her, there was no doubt in the other person's eyes. Wen Wen smiled with his eyes curved.
"Don't you think there's something a little too ambiguous between us?"
"Yes, a little bit." Lu Yu'an said, "Then do you want to try..."
"try what?"
"Try to talk to me."
Wen Wen: “…”
Jiang Xian: “!”
Jiang Xian looked surprised: "What are you going to talk about? What did you say you wanted to talk about? Is it the one I imagined? Don't lie to me, damn, it can't really be the one I imagined."
Wen Wen was as surprised as Jiang Xian: "Yes, Brother Lu is not the Tan I imagined, right?"
Lu Yu'an did not answer Jiang Xian's question. He asked Wen Wen: "Which Tan are you imagining?"
Wen Wen blinked his eyes. "It's that Tan, the one who was wiped out in the blink of an eye. Otherwise, which Tan do you think I was thinking of?"
I swear to God, Wen Wen really doesn’t understand, and he is not pretending not to understand.
He originally wanted to think of the word "talk" in the context of falling in love, but when he remembered that the person who asked him this question was Lu Yu'an, he dismissed all the speculations in his mind.
If it was really the person he imagined, then this world was really crazy, so crazy that he himself could not even imagine it.
Lu Yuan explained: "I was just joking, I didn't mean to express anything."
Whether it was true that he didn't express any meaning or it was false that he didn't express any meaning, only Lu Yu'an could know this.
Wen Wen did not doubt him, but cooperated with him by making a horrified expression: "Oh no, Brother Lu, do you know how much harm your words have caused me? If it weren't for your words, I should have ascended to heaven by now, but because of your words, I gave up the opportunity to cultivate immortality because I want to have a chance with you."
After Wen Wen finished saying this, he moved his feet away, putting a proper distance between the two of them.
"Where did you learn these words?"
"I'm self-taught. For a genius like me, there are some things that I must master by myself. If I can't master them, then I'll just start talking nonsense. In short, just say it out loud."
He is truly a self-taught person. After all, in his long life, he only knows one person, Wen Wen, who can say these words. Even if Wen Wen wants to learn, he doesn't know who to learn from.
He founded his own sect.
Become the most invincible person in the universe.
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At this moment, Wen Wen suddenly remembered that Lu Yu'an had said similar things to him many times in a joking tone.
For example, whether you should date him or say you like him.
But every time he didn't believe it and thought the other party was joking.
Now that I think about it, it might just be that every time the other person spoke his or her true feelings in the form of a joke.
In fact, he never believed what the other party said and always thought it was a joke.
He also told the other person: "Actually, this joke is not funny at all."
It was just because he hadn't realized at that time that he liked Lu Yu'an. He still thought that he hated the other person, and even thought that the other person hated him, so he felt that the other person's words were an insult to him.
But now that he thought about it, the other party was not only not insulting him, but was also confessing his love and expressing his feelings for many years.
But he didn't understand at that time.
Wen Wen sighed, "Actually, I still didn't expect it. I really didn't expect you to like me so much at the beginning. Thank you for your love. So, honey, when did you start to like me? I don't know if you still remember. I am really curious about this question now."
It’s not that Lu Yu’an didn’t want to answer, but he himself couldn’t clearly explain the time point. He himself said that he didn’t believe when he fell in love with Wen Wen. He only knew that he fell in love with him later and wanted to treat him well for the rest of his life.
There was no such opportunity later. He could clearly see Wen Wen's feelings for him. Even if there was no hatred in the later period, it would evolve into other feelings. But he could not see whether there was love in it. He could only see friendship in it.
"I really don't know." Lu Yu'an told the truth, "I always thought you hated me. Even if you didn't hate me later, I still thought you only treated me as a friend."
"I think of you as my mortal enemy." Wen Wen corrected him, "You're right. It's different from a friend."
There are differences between the two different words in their literal meanings, and you can feel their difference just from the literal meanings.
But Wen Wen put it another way, "Have you never read novels? In novels, when mortal enemies get together, it's really exciting, but I feel like brothers are just so-so. You see, after all, they hated each other so much before, but suddenly one day they found out that the other person was the one they liked. Don't you think it's exciting or not?"
It was difficult for Lu Yu'an to judge whether this statement was relevant or not. After all, he had never disliked Wen Wen from the beginning.
It was just that Wen Wen thought the other person hated him, but the other person had never shown such feelings. It was all Wen Wen's self-assumption.
"It's OK," Lu Yu'an said halfway, and decided to change the way he said it, "I don't know if others feel attracted to me, but I know that if I'm with you, I will definitely feel much more attracted to you than others."
He was the person I always thought about when I was young.
This is the person I have liked for such a long time.
It's what I hoped for when I was young.
It is what young people yearn for.
It is something that cannot be given up when you are young.
It is the moon of my youth.
He was a star in his youth.
He had never told Wen Wen before that he had never played that piece of music for anyone else. Wen Wen was the first one to do so.
In fact, there were already some signs that day, but he was too young at the time and he didn't know what he meant. He just simply wanted to play the song for the other person.
That piano piece was a love song from beginning to end.
To the stars and planets.
It's you and it's me.
To freedom and eternity.
To our love that will last forever.
Lu Yu'an has always known the meaning of this piano piece, but he has never told Wen Wen.
The bouquet of flowers I sent at my coming-of-age ceremony has already received the response I wanted.
The bouquet of flowers lying in the trash can.
Wen Wen said "Oh" and said stubbornly, "If I remember correctly, I don't think I agreed to be with you. Don't talk nonsense. We have broken up now. I am still pursuing you. Let's see when you can succeed in pursuing me. If you can't succeed in pursuing me, then I think our relationship is not very important."
"So I told you to give me this chance. I didn't dare to do it before because you didn't behave well towards me most of the time, so I couldn't see clearly what your feelings towards me were."
But now he knows that the other party will give him a chance, and he has a chance to pursue the other party again.
This time he was frank.
"It's OK." Wen Wen had told the truth too many times today, and he didn't plan to hide it from him. Now that he had calmed down, his hoarse voice had faded a lot. "I liked you in my previous life, too. In fact, I also felt that you didn't like me, so I couldn't do anything about it. The main reason was that every time you confessed your feelings, it was before I liked you. When I found out that I liked you, you hadn't told me anymore. I thought you had given up the idea of this prank."
"But it was never a prank. I just simply like you, but I don't know how to express it, and I don't know how to avoid being disliked by you, so I can only say it in a joking way."
Wen Wen quite agreed with what he said. After all, the identities between the two people were too special. He thought the other party hated him, and the other party thought he hated him.
Both of us are in conflict with each other. I thought you didn't like me, I thought you hated me, so I was afraid that if we really said it out loud, nothing could be done between us.
Those situations that were once thought to be insurmountable have now been resolved.
He once had a star that was out of reach, but now Keyi is by his side.
He will no longer long for the moonlight to shine on him, because there is someone brighter than the moonlight right beside him.
So no matter what the future holds, he will no longer be afraid.
"So you really don't intend to let me get 100% favorability right now? I still think you're being too pretentious."
Lu Yu'an stared at his face.
At this moment, he was sure that the two of them were by each other's side.