ebookland Chapter 430 Father and Son Talk 2
Chapter 430 Father and Son Talk 2
Ding Yuning paused for a moment, then looked at Ye Siren's bewildered expression. His anger surged again, and he couldn't help but continue transmitting his message:
"When you heard Xia Mei call Xia Yu a dead Muggle before, did you feel guilty? Did you try to stop it?
I only taught her twice and Xia Mei changed her ways, so why didn’t you teach her all these years?
Xia Xiong has to work and take care of three children at the same time. Her husband is irresponsible and she has to support him, and her father's condition is sometimes good and sometimes bad.
She was too tired. It was also her first time being a mother, so she could only subconsciously rely on her sensible eldest son. After relying on him for a long time, she got used to it. What about you?
You always make choices without bearing the consequences. Do you remember what I said about borrowing money last time?
You feel that you have wasted your supernatural powers and given up being the eldest son for the Xia family, and that you feel that your physical condition is too poor and you have the side effect of being lustful.
So, not being able to earn enough money and not having the energy to take care of children is understandable, right? Do you think you're wronged and great?
If you don't blame Brother Xiong, how dare you blame her? You let her marry our enemy without knowing it, and even gave birth to several children with impure blood and problems!
You let her be both a father and a mother, take care of the whole family alone, and face her husband's betrayal.
Brother Xiong fell in love with you and insisted on being with you, so she has to take some responsibility for this. So it’s okay for her to bear the consequences herself.
But what about Xia Yu? What did he do wrong? Why should he bear the burden of his own life just because of your love?
If you feel sorry and guilty, then you should try your best to be nice to him and protect him so that he doesn't become a Muggle because of you and then suffer any more injustices for it!
What the hell have you been doing? Huh?! ...Sorry, I couldn't help myself.
I can actually guess what you were thinking. When Xia Yu was born, you were probably more worried about his physical condition, and what happened later was exactly as you had worried.
There would be no time for any fatherly love to arise then. I'm afraid all it would be is the fear and worry of losing a peaceful life, and one might even be unable to help but feel a little bit of involuntary anger.
But he is your child after all, and you actually know that it is all your fault. So after washing away Xia Yu's physical condition, your fatherly love must have been stronger than ever before. Maybe you have secretly made up your mind to compensate him well, right?
But Brother Xiong's disbelief and disappointment that Xia Yu was a Muggle made you feel guilty, and you had to pretend to be calm and accompany Brother Xiong to take Xia Yu to the Supernatural Hospital for various examinations many times.
Every time I worry that I will be exposed, during these repeated times, I always think that it is because of you, Xia Yu, that I became a Muggle.
The huge guilt and uneasiness make you unable to help but avoid things about Xia Yu. You love him but don’t want to face him at all, or you don’t want to face the selfish and wrong self.
The birth of Xia Tian made you feel relieved. You could finally release your fatherly love without any scruples. In order to prove that you were actually a good father, you also gave Xia Tian all the money you owed Xia Yu.
Of course, he didn't consider how Xia Yu felt when he watched his younger brother get the father's love and attention that he could never get without doing anything.
Leader of the Dead, I don't think you are a bad person, nor do I think you are guilty of a heinous crime, but I really hate your character of seemingly harming no one, yet always involving others and choosing to escape when you can't bear the consequences yourself.
Because if a person is purely bad, others can directly scold and despise him, but even Xia Tian, who was raised by you, you are just unconsciously selfish and escapist.
If you really encounter something big and need to face and sacrifice, you will even sacrifice yourself more decisively than others.
It is obvious that you have not been good to Xia Yu at all and owe him so much, but I believe that if Xia Yu encounters life-threatening danger or other problems, you will be willing to die for him.
So even though I really dislike many of your actions, I can't help but express my dissatisfaction with you with a lot of accusations.
But I can't really hate you completely. The most hateful thing about you is that you make people love and hate you at the same time.
Some things cannot be kept secret forever, nor can you pretend they never happened just by avoiding them intentionally.
Speaking of debts, you owe too many people, but Xia Yu is the one you should compensate and feel guilty about the most.
I don't want to recognize you because I know clearly that Brother Xiong and the others like me only because they think I'm good, and we've been sincere to each other as we've been together. All of this was happening before the paternity test.
But more importantly, you know that I am your child, and that I am very outstanding and an orthodox white-world practitioner with supernatural powers. You feel that my existence can make up for your subconscious debt to grandpa.
I will not tell anyone your identity for the time being, but I don’t want you to evade your debt to Xia Yu anymore.
If you really have excess fatherly love that you have nowhere to vent, don't think about giving it to me, but give it all to Xia Yu before he completely loses hope in you as a father."
It seemed like Ding Yuning said a lot, but because he used compressed voice transmission, it was only a few seconds.
Ding Yuning knew that Ye Siren just liked to deceive himself and escape from himself, so he now exposed Ye Siren's debt to Xia Yu.
According to Ye Siren's character, he would inevitably reflect on himself and then have to face it, while at the same time slightly beautifying his escapist behavior for so many years.
All the memories about Xia Yu in his mind will become clear one by one, and he will deceive himself that he has been secretly paying attention to Xia Yu.
But this is good. At least when he cares about Xia Yu and says some things that he used to deceive himself, it really makes Xia Yu happy.
Let him think that he is not as unloved as he thinks. As long as it can make people happy, sometimes some truths are actually unimportant.
Ding Yuning took Ye Siren, who was still silently digesting his words, into the lounge, closed the door, and went to chat with Xia Yu and the others as if nothing had happened.
When Xia Tian asked, he just said that Ye Siren was too excited to recognize him and didn't sleep well last night. Now that he has calmed down, he wants to have a good rest.
Ren Chenwen and the other two expressed their surprise that Ding Yuning was actually Xia Lanxingde's biological child.
As they chatted and laughed with each other, they naturally completely forgot about Ye Siren, who had been staying in the lounge and had not come out.
It was not until dinner time that the five people from Dongchengwei, Grandpa and Xia Xiong arrived one after another, and Xia Tian went to call Ye Siren to come out for dinner together.