The Legend of the Medical Concubine

Chapter 315 Inner Struggle

After the flower-viewing party, the Su Mansion seemed to be shrouded in a thin mist. The once bustling and blooming garden now seemed to be drained of its vitality and somewhat silent. The breeze gently blew through the delicate flowers, making a slight rustling sound, as if whispering a secret that no one could hear.

Su Yifeng was alone in his room, staring out the window with empty eyes. His once bright eyes were now dim like a night sky without stars. In his heart, the special feeling for Lin Ruoxue still lingered, like a vine, tightly wrapped around him, unable to be easily cut off. Lin Ruoxue's smiles, her gentle eyes that could drip water, and her sweet smile, were like a branding iron, deeply engraved in his heart, and every time he turned over the memories, it brought a burning pain.

He cried out in pain, Ruoxue, you are my beloved, the time I spent with you is the most brilliant fireworks in my life. But now, the expectations of the family and the sad face of his mother are like sharp blades, piercing his soul. He knows that he shoulders the glory and future of the family and cannot just indulge in personal love. He clenched his fists, his knuckles turned white, and his heart was full of contradictions and struggles.

"What should I do? Ruoxue's figure is always lingering in my mind, but I can't let my mother down." Su Yifeng sighed silently in his heart. Every time he thought of his mother's eyes full of expectation and a little sadness, his heart seemed to be grabbed by an invisible big hand. He felt as if he was in a dark abyss, with his beloved woman on one side and the responsibility of the family on the other. No matter which side he chose, it was a difficult choice.

He stood up and paced back and forth in the room, his steps heavy and messy, like a wild animal trapped in a cage, restless. His eyes revealed a kind of confusion and pain, a kind of helplessness struggling between emotion and responsibility. He looked at the familiar scenery outside the window, but only felt endless strangeness and depression. Once, he thought he could be with Ruoxue for the rest of his life, but the reality was so cruel that it shattered his fantasy.

At the same time, Su Yiyun was also lost in thought in the study. He sat at the desk, holding a book in his hand, but he didn't turn a page for a long time. The book seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and his fingers trembled slightly, but he couldn't muster the strength to turn the pages. His eyes were deep and complicated, and his heart was also filled with thoughts of Lin Ruoxue.

Every bit of his past with Ruoxue kept impacting his heart like a tide. Those whispers in the moonlight, those casual eye contact, all became the most precious and painful memories in his heart at this moment. He knew that life must move forward, the family needed new strength and support, he should let go of the past and embrace new possibilities. However, every time he tried to erase Ruoxue from his heart, the sharp pain in his heart followed him like a shadow.

"Ruoxue, are you missing me too? Can I really forget you and accept someone else?" Su Yiyun whispered softly. His voice was full of pain and entanglement, a kind of persistence and reluctance to love. He closed his eyes slightly, trying to calm himself down, but all he could think of was Ruoxue's appearance. He thought of her kindness and gentleness. Those beautiful qualities were like bright stars, illuminating his heart, but also making him fall into a deeper quagmire.

Mrs. Su was in her room, looking out the window with worry. She looked in the direction of her two sons' rooms, her heart filled with anxiety and helplessness. She knew her sons' deep affection for Lin Ruoxue, and understood their inner pain at the moment. But she also understood that the family's rise and fall, honor and disgrace depended on them, and they could not continue to immerse themselves in the emotions of the past.

Mrs. Su thought of the family's former glory, but now faced many challenges. She hoped that her sons could cheer up, let go of the past, bravely face new relationships, and open up a new path for the family's future. "Yifeng, Yiyun, you must walk out of the shadow of the past, for the family and for yourselves." Mrs. Su prayed silently in her heart. Her eyes were full of expectation and worry, which was a mother's deep love for her sons.

In this seemingly peaceful Su Mansion, everyone's heart is in a storm. The feelings for Lin Ruoxue are like an invisible but tough rope that tightly binds Su Yifeng and Su Yiyun. And Mrs. Su's expectations are like a heavy mountain, weighing on their hearts. They are hesitating between emotions and responsibilities, confused between the past and the future. Their inner world is like a fierce storm, surging and full of uncertainty.

However, the wheel of life will not stop turning because of their struggle. They must make a choice. Should they continue to immerse themselves in the past emotions and let the family drift in the wind and rain, or should they bravely take that step, accept new emotions, and work hard for the future of the family? This question is like a heavy yoke, firmly tied to their hearts, waiting for them to untie it. And time, in this entanglement and struggle, quietly passed, and no one knew where the pointer of fate would point to.