ebookland Chapter 183 Forgetting and Substitution
Chapter 183 Forgetting and Substitution
"Sister Xi, you didn't bring the script today?!"
Lili was quite surprised. In fact, when Qin Xi was filming TV series before, he would memorize his lines long in advance and was very well prepared. When he arrived on the set, he was usually very confident and could speak without a script.
During the filming of this movie, I was really hurt by Chen Bingxia's vicious filming methods, just like a martial arts master whose martial arts skills were crippled. Even though I had read the script to pieces and knew the lines by heart, I couldn't put the script down for a moment on the set.
Seeing Qin Xi standing there in a daze without saying anything, Lili curiously stretched out her hand and waved it in front of Qin Xi's eyes.
"Sister Xi, what's wrong with you?"
Qin Xi came back to his senses, "Oh, nothing..."
Qin Xi was still recalling the conversation with Han Ku last night.
Han Ku's words made Qin Xi suddenly realize. Qin Xi sighed that Han Ku really mastered psychology.
"Han Ku, you are amazing! I think with your level, it would be a waste of talent to just be a screenwriter. You can definitely expand your field and become a director if you are good at writing."
There was silence on the phone for a few seconds.
Qin Xi understood what he meant and said happily, "Did I get it right? Do you really have this idea?!"
Soon, Han Ku gave a positive answer.
"Yes. In the past, because of my illness, I was always immersed in my own world. I never thought about a career like director, which involves constantly interacting with people. But in this life, I really stepped out of my own little world and worked on the set as a screenwriter. Suddenly, I realized that being a director didn't seem that difficult, and I was a little eager to try..."
Qin Xi almost wanted to applaud, "It's great that you think this way! This way it won't be in vain that God loves you so much, gives you this amazing talent, and lets you open an account and restart!"
Qin Xi sighed, "This is not only a physical rebirth for you, but also a spiritual rebirth!"
Han Ku smiled gently, "I had always hoped that the first movie you would shoot would be one written by me, but I didn't expect you to be so fast..."
Qin Xi: “…”
Suddenly I don’t know how to answer, waiting online.
"But it doesn't matter. I believe everything is the best arrangement. Although it can't catch up with your first experience of acting in a movie, I must ask you to act in my first movie I direct..."
After the phone call with Han Ku, Qin Xi not only felt enlightened, but her self-confidence, which had been shattered, was also rebuilt.
With Han Ku's keen eyesight, if he didn't have confidence in her, even if she was from the same hometown, he would not have given her the first leading role in his directorial film without any clue about the future.
Qin Xi deeply felt that such a big pie falling from the sky and hitting her head was definitely not just because of her luck, but also because of her extraordinary strength.
After a night, Qin Xi was resurrected with full health.
When Chen Bingxia arrived at the set, she also found that Qin Xi was different today. She used to arrive early every day and walk around with the script in her hand, but today she was sitting on a small stool with her eyes closed to rest.
Chen Bingxia curled her lips and said, Wow, this is quite interesting.
Although Yan Xizhao loves beauty, operating room nurses are not allowed to wear makeup, so Qin Xi has been appearing without makeup these days. The makeup artist suggested that she could completely fake her bare face, with no makeup but looking more radiant.
Chen Bingxia rejected them all, because Qin Xi was born beautiful, with fair and translucent skin, after all, she was a school beauty. But if she was too perfect, without even a single blemish on her face, it would be fake, because how could a nurse who worked so hard every day have skin as smooth as a baby's?
Not only will Qin Xi not be put into makeup now, but after Yan Xizhao falls ill, she will have to put on makeup to make her look haggard and tired.
Qin Xi was wearing a nurse's uniform and sitting in the corner with her face bare. At first glance, she really looked like that.
Qin Xi repeated it silently, forgetting about Yan Xizhao and putting himself in the situation.
After today, my life will enter a countdown without any warning. A person is sentenced to death. How will it feel to be beheaded in the autumn?
Qin Xi believes that no actor who practices experientialism can truly experience this feeling.
Except Qin Xi himself!
Although she had never experienced "beheading after the autumn", no one knew the feeling of "immediate execution" better than her.
Five years ago, the big truck from his previous life roared past. Although it was only a moment, Qin Xi will never forget it.
Although that time was short, Qin Xi had thought about many things. Now it was just a matter of extending the time to give her a space for "suspended death sentence", but the essence remained the same. Qin Xi was very glad that this heart-wrenching feeling had been buried deep in her heart, and it actually came out and came in handy!
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On this day, Yan Xizhao went to work at the hospital as usual. Although she couldn't put on makeup, she couldn't miss any step of the skin care process.
Having to wear a mask at work and not being able to show her beautiful face, which she is proud of, has always been a big regret for Yan Xizhao. But it doesn't matter. Even if she can't be beautiful at work, she will still be beautiful after work and on vacation. At worst, when she retires, she will still be the most beautiful old lady.
Yan Xizhao walked with brisk steps, said hello to her colleagues and got into the elevator. She had no idea that from today on, her life would undergo earth-shaking changes.
Just when Yan Xizhao was about to enter the cloakroom to change into protective clothing, Shan Renke's colleague suddenly rushed in, his eyes fixed on Yan Xizhao's face, full of worry and sympathy.
"Xiao Yan, a patient you operated on yesterday was found to be carrying the HIV virus..."
Yan Xizhao was stunned for a moment, but his remaining rationality and hope made him ask tremblingly.
"Which one?"
"That's the one who was sent here for emergency treatment. Think carefully about whether you have been exposed to occupational hazards. After the results came out, the hospital immediately applied for blockers. Take them quickly..."
Yan Xizhao was surprised at this moment because she could still think calmly. Although she was unwilling to admit and believe it, she clearly remembered that the patient's small artery ruptured and his blood splashed all over her face. A drop of blood just happened to go into her eyes. The blood was thick and she was stimulated to tears. However, because the operation was at a critical moment, this kind of thing was also common, so she did not take it seriously and waited until a few hours later when the operation was over before dealing with it.
HIV, blood transmission, blood-brain barrier, optimal time for blocking, these terms kept flashing back in Yan Xizhao's mind.
Yan Xizhao knew clearly that it had been more than 24 hours since the occupational exposure, and the optimal blocking time had long passed. Taking blockers now would be better than nothing, and he could only leave it to fate.
Yan Xizhao had never thought that such a fatal low-probability event would actually happen to her. Even her breathing became heavy, making her breathless, and the sky and everything around her became gray.
Yan Xizhao thought she would be hysterical and burst into tears, but she didn't. She didn't understand why she was so capable and could completely control her emotions. She was more sober and rational than ever.
A person's ability to endure is unlimited.
Yan Xizhao laughed at himself, it was indeed true...
Chen Bingxia's smile deepened behind the monitor. Qin Xi is worthy of being Qin Xi. She got it so quickly!