Chapter 214 Why do you want to abandon me when I want to like you again?
Chapter 214 Why do you want to abandon me when I want to like you again?
In the middle of the night, Lu Jingshen quietly opened the door of the master bedroom.
He slowly slid the wheelchair to the bedside. There were still traces of tears on the sleeping person's face. He stretched out his hand to her face and hesitated for a while, and finally dropped it. His eyes were full of heartache, and he gently wiped away her tears that had not yet dried.
But a speck of white light inadvertently slipped from the corner of his eye.
……
Lu Jingshen was worried that he would not be able to recover, and he had been in a bad mood recently. He had been avoiding Lin Jiaran intentionally or unintentionally, using the excuse of being busy. Zuo Meng also came to Jingyuan several times a day, bringing some documents and taking some away. Lin Jiaran didn't take it to heart anymore, thinking that Lu Jingshen was really busy. Apart from taking care of Lu Jingshen's three meals a day, he spent his spare time practicing driving.
Lin Jiaran was aware of her driving skills, which were not very good. She thought that in the future when she didn't want the driver to drive, she could drive Lu Jingshen safely.
In the blink of an eye, it was time to remove the plaster from his legs.
In the treatment room, after the orthopedic surgeon removed the plaster, his legs covered with scars were exposed.
Lin Jiaran was waiting outside the treatment room.
In the treatment room, after Lu Jingshen completed a series of examinations, he sat back in his wheelchair.
"According to the examination results, the nerves in both legs are indeed damaged, which is why the entire lower body has no sensation." said the orthopedic doctor holding the X-ray.
His hopeful eyes suddenly dimmed, and after hearing the doctor's words, all his original expectations disappeared.
“Are there any other treatment options?”
"Currently, you can only take medicine. You are not suitable for surgery for the time being," said the doctor.
"I've been taking the medicine for nearly two months, why is there no response at all?"
"Nerve damage is very serious. Even if you have it for three months, you may not be able to regain sensation. The medication process is very long, and there will be no ups and downs in a month or two."
"I wonder if I can recover by taking medicine." This is his only hope.
The doctor frowned.
"I have to tell you in this situation that taking medicine only plays a supporting role. Given the current situation, it is difficult to be sure and there is not much hope..." the doctor said with regret.
"Take medication for the time being. When you have another checkup in half a year, you can decide whether to continue or not based on your recovery..."
When he came out, it was Zuo Nai who went in and pushed him out.
His face didn't look very good. Lin Jiaran didn't ask too many questions and just followed him silently.
Lu Jingshen didn't say a word along the way. After returning home, Lu Jingshen stayed in the study without saying a word.
This time, Lu Jingshen stayed in the study room for the whole night. No matter how Lin Jiaran knocked on the door and shouted, he did not open it. He also did not eat or drink for the whole day.
night
"Lu Jingshen, what's wrong with you? Can you please open the door?" Lin Jiaran went to knock on the door again.
This time, the door of the study finally opened.
"Come in." He first looked at the person standing outside the door, his eyes a little dazed, and said lightly, then he retreated back to the study.
Lu Jingshen picked up a thick stack of documents on the table with the property division plan written on it. He had prepared them before, and she later returned them to him.
Hand it in front of her.
"Lu Jingshen, what do you mean?" Lin Jiaran didn't reach out to take it, but frowned and asked. She saw the words "divorce agreement" written on it...
"I am sorry for you. All I can do is give you all my property. Now my relationship column is still you, and it won't change. I don't want to drag you down. If one day you find someone better than me, I am willing to withdraw."
His eyes were a little vague and his face seemed calm, but his heart was already broken. His hands on the wheelchair could not help but tremble.
"What have you done to make me feel sorry for? How have you dragged me down again?" Lin Jiaran asked angrily.
Her direct gaze made his eyes flicker. In his heart, he didn't dare to look at her again. He turned the wheelchair around, turned his back to her, and held his hands tightly on the armrests of the wheelchair. His fingertips turned white but he didn't loosen his strength at all. He wanted to punish himself in this way so that he would no longer feel so painful.
"Lu Jingshen, what do you mean by not talking? Do you want to divorce me again? Did you not hear what I said that day? Or are you questioning me or you have never understood me at all!"
"Who said that anyone who mentions divorce again is a dog!"
"These plans have already been transferred to your name. They are yours whether you sign the divorce agreement or not..."
"Lu Jingshen!"
"I'm sorry..." He whispered after trying hard to control his emotions, and his voice suddenly choked.
"I don't care about your apology. Who is it that keeps saying that you are responsible? Are you someone who can change your mind so easily?"
He didn't answer.
"You have been acting coldly recently. Are you deliberately distancing yourself from me?"
His eyes were avoiding.
"Have you been planning to divorce for a long time?" Lin Jiaran continued to ask.
"Yes, my attitude is very clear. Don't follow me anymore. I'm annoyed. I hope you'll leave tactfully. Do you understand?" He pretended to be tough.
"Lu Jingshen, what right do you have to make decisions for me? Who do you think you are? When you wanted someone to marry you, you used all means to make them marry you. Now you say that you don't want to be a burden. You keep saying that you like someone, but you want to give up so easily. You are worthless. I clearly drew a line between us. It was you who provoked me and made me like you. Why do you want to give up when I want to like you again? It was obviously you who provoked me first! You think I will despise you, right? If I despised you, I would not have married you from the beginning. It was like this last time, and it is also this time. Lu Jingshen, I tell you, don't regret it. I will really remember this for the rest of my life!"
Lin Jiaran walked out of the study sadly, and deliberately slammed the door when she came out.
Lu Jingshen was the only one left in the spacious and bright room. He leaned his head on the back of the wheelchair and closed his eyes. He felt so heartbroken that it was difficult for him to breathe. He complained in his heart that he had finally won her true love, but God was playing such a joke on him.
His brows were calm, but his tightly closed eyes betrayed his inner feelings. A crystal clear white bead slipped from the corner of his eye and slid all the way down.
After Lin Jiaran came out of the study, she locked herself in a bedroom, squatting behind the door with her hands on her knees and curled up.
She wanted to say that she didn't care what he would become, she liked him because he was who he was, not because he would stop liking her after what he became...
Lu Jingshen stayed in the study until very late. When he walked to the master bedroom, he opened the bedroom door worriedly, but there was no one in the room.
He quickly picked up his phone and made a call to Zuo Nai.
"Is the lady out?"
"I've been guarding the door, and I haven't seen the lady come out." Zuo Nai replied.
Lu Jingshen went back to the study and checked the surveillance videos outside all the rooms and found that she had entered a guest room on the second floor.
"Go to the guest room on the second floor to see Madam, and report to me after you've seen her." Lu Jingshen pressed the intercom in the house and gave the order.
Within two minutes, the intercom phone rang.
"Sir, it's bad, the lady has fainted!"
"Hurry up and call the doctor!" Lu Jingshen shouted in panic.
The family doctor had just given her an IV drip, and Lin Jiaran was lying asleep on the bed.
in the living room.
"What happened to my wife? Why did she suddenly faint?"
"Madam must have had a cold for a long time. She has been delaying treatment, which has led to a lung infection. She has a high fever and her body can't stand it anymore, so she fainted."
"Madam, have you caught a cold recently?" Lu Jingshen asked the servant with a sidelong glance. He had been deliberately ignoring her recently and had hardly spent any time with her the whole day. Even if she showed up, he would always walk away impatiently, so he didn't notice that she had a cold.
"It's been half a month. I brought some to my wife, but she didn't eat it."
"Why didn't you report this to me?"
"My lady forbids me to say it."
"If she doesn't let you say it, you won't say it?"
"I reported to you, but you drove me away as soon as I mentioned the lady." The servant replied with his head lowered.
Lu Jingshen raised his hand to signal, and the servant left. He went to the room. She was sleeping quietly, and he didn't disturb her. He kept watching over her quietly.
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