Chapter 152 Can you kiss me?
Chapter 152 Can you kiss me?
Seeing this, Leng Yuexin's face instantly turned horrified. She swallowed nervously and asked in a trembling voice: "You and Wen Xue...between you, haven't you already..."
The thought of a single man and a single woman living in the same room for three years made her mind go haywire, like an explosion.
However, Jian Qingqi just smiled faintly and shook his head gently: "No, it's not like that."
Then, he suddenly raised his head, looked directly into Leng Yuexin's eyes, and said in a low and firm voice: "What I want to tell you is that, in fact, Wen Xue does not exist at all."
Leng Yuexin stared at Jian Qingqi closely, hoping that he would laugh in the next second and explain that it was a joke.
But Jian Qingqi's expression was extremely serious, without any hint of joking.
Leng Yuexin tried to make her voice sound steady: "Are you...are you serious?"
Jian Qingqi nodded gently, with a self-deprecating smile on his face: "In fact, every time you wake up, you have no memory of being in a coma. I could have continued to conceal the matter."
Leng Yuexin frowned slightly and stared closely into Jian Qingqi's eyes. "These are not important. I just want to know, how did you determine that Wen Xue does not exist?"
Jian Qingqi looked at her and smiled slightly, "You probably want to get rid of some emotional distress, so you force yourself to have a split personality. I found out before that all the letters you wrote in the name of Wen Xue were written with your left hand. I have verified that the real Wen Xue is not left-handed."
"You don't have Wen Xue's memories because those memories are sealed in your split personality. You use that personality to get things done and use her to escape some realities."
"Besides, you already have the tendency to let her replace you. Therefore, I have to tell the truth about this matter."
Leng Yuexin looked at Jian Qingqi in shock. Could what he said be true?
Jian Qingqi took out his phone and played the video of Leng Yuexin writing a letter as Wen Xue. Leng Yuexin stared at the screen and could clearly tell that it was indeed written by her left hand.
And she clearly remembered that when Nie An played the video in which Wen Xue instigated him to seduce Lin Cancan, Wen Xue was holding a wine glass in her right hand.
Leng Yuexin laughed at herself, as if she was laughing at her own escapist mentality. Unexpectedly, in order to escape from reality, she unconsciously gave birth to another personality.
Jian Qingqi noticed her mood change and asked with concern: "Are you okay?"
Leng Yuexin regained her usual smile and said calmly: "Can you keep this a secret for me?"
Jian Qingqi was a little surprised. He was happy at first, but then he frowned and said, "I can keep it a secret for you, but can you accept that personality? I'm worried that you will force yourself to disappear."
Leng Yuexin shook her head lightly and said with relief: "It doesn't matter. In the end, I will still leave here."
Jian Qingqi seemed to have made up his mind in silence. He took a deep breath, suddenly stretched out his hand, and pulled Leng Yuexin into his arms.
His voice was trembling unnoticeably: "Can you... please... not leave?"
Leng Yuexin was startled by this sudden action, but still responded softly: "Don't be like this, I traveled through time. One day, I will return to my original world."
After hearing this, Jian Qingqi slowly loosened his hand. A hint of disappointment flashed across his eyes, but it was quickly replaced by determination.
He looked at Leng Yuexin deeply, with a hint of request and expectation in his tone: "Before you leave, can you... kiss me? Use your own identity, not Wen Xue."
Leng Yuexin's heart tightened, and she raised her eyes to meet Jian Qingqi's handsome, fresh and refined face.
She had always regarded Jian Qingqi as her master and a teammate fighting alongside her, and had never had that kind of thought about him.
Jian Qingqi's heart sank when he saw Leng Yuexin's conflicted look.
He laughed at himself and said, "Sure enough, I am still daydreaming."
He paused, then continued: "If I were as rich and powerful as them, would you consider me?"
Leng Yuexin remained silent, still staring at Jian Qingqi.
In her heart, Jian Qingqi is not only the great god in her heart, but also the boundary that she cannot cross.
If Jian Qingqi was just an ordinary person, without that layer of glory, would there be different results if they lived together day and night?
She was filled with thoughts, and all those sealed personalities suddenly flooded into her mind.
That was almost all the time she spent with Jian Qingqi. She was surprisingly happy when she was with Jian Qingqi.
Jian Qingqi is like a sunny and cheerful big brother next door, and also like her classmate, learning cracking technology together and making progress together.
However, Jian Qingqi's previous secret kiss on her was actually instigated by her split personality.
But Jian Qingqi did not say any of this explicitly and just endured it silently.
Leng Yuexin never expected that the personality that was split out in order to escape emotions would actually like him so much.
Jian Qingqi could have kept it a secret forever, allowing Leng Yuexin's main personality to disappear, and thus naturally becoming the boyfriend of her other personality.
But Jian Qingqi did not do so. He could lose the person he liked and the person who liked him, but he could not let Leng Yuexin lose herself.
At this moment, Leng Yuexin finally stopped suppressing her inner feelings. She hugged Jian Qingqi's neck and kissed his lips affectionately.
Jian Qingqi was slightly stunned, then gently hugged Leng Yuexin, responding to this kiss that was unclear whether it was sincere or sympathetic.
This was their first kiss in the true sense, but both of them couldn't stop crying.
They regarded this kiss as their only intersection and a farewell that could never be continued.
After the kiss, they looked at each other's red and swollen eyes and the remaining traces of tears, and they felt an indescribable heartache in their hearts.
Jian Qingqi didn't know Leng Yuexin's feelings, he just took it as sympathy. And Leng Yuexin didn't want him to know, because some things are better left unknown.
Jian Qingqi was the first to break the silence. He took a deep breath and smiled slightly: "Thank you!"
Although Leng Yuexin felt a pain in her heart, she tried to smile back. She secretly made up her mind to keep this feeling deep in her heart forever.
"I'm leaving first, goodbye!" Leng Yuexin said and walked straight to the door.
"Wait!" Jian Qingqi hurriedly followed. He hesitated for a moment and said, "We have cracked the password door before. If you are willing, I would like to go with you to open it."
However, Leng Yuexin shook her head gently, with the corners of her mouth slightly raised, and she smiled and refused: "No, I can do it myself, thank you!"
After saying that, she turned and left, leaving Jian Qingqi standing alone at the door, watching her leaving.
Back in the car, Leng Yuexin carefully recalled every detail of the past three years.
She acknowledged Jian Qingqi in front of everyone, but during the time they lived with him, they only treated each other as friends.
She sighed deeply, used her mobile phone to look up the cemetery's registration information, found the location of Mr. Lan's grave, and drove there.
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