I am a freeloader in the anime world

Chapter 444: The Conflict between Fenghama and Hana (2)

"I......"

Hearing Su Yang's words, Feng Bang He Hua fell silent. She turned her head to look at Su Yang who was looking at the scenery outside the window, her fingers moving restlessly.

"I...I think...there should be no one...who doesn't dream of becoming someone like my sister..."

For a long time, Toyohama Kazuka has had a dazzling dream deep in her heart. She longs to be able to shine with unique light on every stage of her life like Sakurajima Mai.

Toyohama Hehua was not only attracted by Sakurajima Mai's extraordinary talent and charming temperament, but was also deeply moved by her persistent pursuit of her dreams and her unremitting efforts.

It was not until today that Toyohama Kazuka gradually realized the heavy pressure her sister Sakurajima Mai was carrying through subtle moments in life.

Mai Sakurajima not only has to face the dual challenges of academic and career, but also has to bear the responsibilities and expectations of her family, as well as the various criticisms and expectations of the outside world as a public figure.

These invisible burdens often made Mai Sakurajima look exhausted, but she always endured them silently with a strong and optimistic attitude, and did not let her family see her vulnerability.

Only then did Toyohama Kazuka realize how much unknown effort and sacrifice were hidden behind her sister Sakurajima Mai's smile.

Perhaps, this guy is also the reason why my sister can support herself to continue working hard.

Fenghama Hehua looked at Su Yang with a complicated look in her eyes. She thought of the happiness her sister showed when she talked about Su Yang while chatting with her.

Then, Fenghama Hehua thought of herself, her thoughts seemed to drift into a whirlpool of memories, and her heart was filled with a deep review of past memories.

Whenever it is late at night and everyone is asleep, or at some unintentional moment, the shadow of my mother always appears quietly. Those eyes full of blame and expectation seem to penetrate the long river of time and have a silent conversation with her.

Toyohama Hehua recalled how her mother had whispered to her countless nights about the glorious moments of her sister Sakurajima Mai, which filled Toyohama Hehua with anticipation.

However, her mother's words showed not only dissatisfaction with her sister, but also a hint of competitive expectation. She hoped that her daughter could shine in the entertainment industry like her aunt's daughter, her sister Sakurajima Mai.

However, her mother's competitive expectations were like a nail piercing her heart, making her feel extremely uncomfortable.

Fenghama Hehua longs to be like her elder sister, to be as dazzling as her elder sister, instead of being a tool for her mother's competitiveness.

But......

Painful emotions welled up in Toyohama and Hana's hearts.

Su Yang turned around, his eyes penetrating the silence in the air and fell on Fenghama and Hua's faces.

Su Yang's voice was gentle and firm, as if it could penetrate the fog in Feng Bang and Hua's hearts: "Faced with your mother's competitive expectations, you feel powerless and unwilling to become a pawn in your mother's hands, but you don't know how to express your resistance. So, you are so entangled in your heart, right?"

Su Yang's words were like a spring breeze, as if blowing away the confusion in He Hua's heart.

Fenghama and Hua felt an unprecedented understanding and support, which came from Su Yang's profound insight.

A hint of surprise flashed across Fenghama and Hua's eyes, but it was soon replaced by deep gratitude.

Toyohama and Hana had never expected that someone could capture her inner struggle so accurately.

The thoughts in Fenghama Hehua's mind were like the surging tide, complex and elusive. Su Yang sat aside, and although he could not see the whole picture, he secretly speculated that this might be the deep reason why she resolutely chose to run away from home after a fierce argument with her mother.

"Um......"

After a long time, Fenghama and Hana finally nodded gently, almost reluctantly, with a complex emotion flashing in their eyes.

Then, the expressions on Fenghama and Hanata's faces changed instantly. Their brows were furrowed, the corners of their mouths turned down slightly, and they looked up with displeasure and glared at Su Yang beside them, as if silently conveying some kind of dissatisfaction or blame.

Feng Bang He Hua frowned, her eyes revealing obvious dissatisfaction and confusion. She complained to Su Yang: "By the way, you bastard, why can you guess what I'm thinking every time?"

"Your emotions are like an unfinished painting, with all the colors and lines clearly displayed on your face, allowing people to read your mind without having to speculate too much."

Facing the direct accusations from Fenghama and Hua, Su Yang couldn't help but feel a bit bitter in his heart. The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, revealing a complex expression that was a mixture of helplessness and understanding.

Then, Su Yang took a deep breath, looked at the other person gently, and spoke slowly.

"I know you've been working hard to prove something, but what I want to tell you is that there are no two leaves in this world that are exactly the same. Similarly, you, Mai, and your mother are all unique. You don't need to carry their halo or shadow, because your life should be written by yourself."

"Hehua, you should try to let go of unnecessary pressure and give yourself more space to explore, experience, and become the person who truly makes you happy."

"Remember, Hehua, you are not just someone's shadow, nor are you a collection of other people's expectations. You are the unique Toyohama Hehua, and you have infinite possibilities."

Yesterday, at the commercial shooting site, Su Yang witnessed Feng Bang and Hua being unwell.

Toyohama and Hana's figure seemed a little stiff in front of the camera, and her eyes revealed a hint of confusion and uneasiness.

Su Yang's gaze penetrated the busy filming scene and fixed on Fenghama Hehua. He saw her struggle hidden behind her smile.

Su Yang knew that even though Fenghama and Hua tried their best to be perfect, their inner discomfort was still difficult to conceal.

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