My life is ending, and my aloof CEO wife is taking revenge on me.

Chapter 182 Regret

"But Liu Liu is very smart; it can sensitively sense changes in its surroundings. And it's currently in heat, so Mr. Song, you might want to consider spaying it."

Variety?

sterilization?

There's a lot of information here!

Song Yafei and I looked at each other simultaneously.

If you're talking about changes, could it be referring to my divorce from Song Yafei?

Dogs are said to be intelligent, but surely they wouldn't go to such lengths?

As for sterilization, I don't know what Song Yafei thinks, but I don't want to.

Liu Liu is still so young, it's just...too cruel!

I couldn't bear it.

Song Yafei seemed to sense my reluctance, so she said to the doctor, "Let's think about it some more."

In the end, the doctor didn't say anything, prescribed some medicine, and gave me a business card for a psychologist.

While waiting for my car at the entrance, I stared at this business card, feeling a bit confused.

These days, even dogs have psychologists. Although I knew they existed, it still felt strange.

The place was a bit remote, and a cold wind was blowing in gusts, penetrating straight into my clothes. I held Liu Liu's hand and waited at the door.

A short while later, Song Yafei's car stopped in front of them; she was driving it herself.

She opened the back door, rolled down the passenger window, and raised her voice, "Get in, this area is remote and it's hard to get a taxi."

I didn't want to talk to her, and I didn't want to get in her car.

But in the brief moment I wasn't looking, Liu Liu actually ran up to the car by herself and stayed there very obediently, wagging her tail.

What an ungrateful little guy!

I'm angry, but there's nothing I can do about it!

Song Yafei also got out of the car and walked over, tugging at my sleeve somewhat cautiously.

"Get in the car, this place is too remote!"

I glanced at the ride-hailing app on my phone again. The app, which is usually so active, is now completely useless.

That's really disappointing!

Moreover, since Liu Liu has already boarded the bus, I seem to have no choice but to board first.

I sat with Liu Liu in the back. The little guy seemed to be in much better spirits now, constantly sticking to me and licking me. He was much happier than before.

I don't know if it's because of what happened between me and Song Yafei, or because it wasn't used to being in the orphanage.

From now on, I can only keep it with me.

"I heard you're thinking of opening a restaurant?"

Song Yafei spoke first, breaking the silence. I looked up and our eyes met in the rearview mirror.

I quickly looked away; I didn't expect her to find out so soon.

I just don't want to tell her, I don't want to talk to her about this.

Song Yafei was not discouraged. "Do you need any help?"

I was about to lose my temper. "I don't need your help, and please don't pry into my life. You shouldn't be here today either."

If you've agreed to a divorce, it should be a clean break. It shouldn't be dragged out like this, and you shouldn't interfere in each other's lives.

My words displeased Song Yafei, and her tone turned cold.

"I didn't specifically inquire about it; it's just that news travels very fast within the industry."

That's true, things spread very quickly in their circle.

“Furthermore,” Song Yafei suddenly changed the subject, “Zhang Tian, ​​we’re just getting a divorce, not cutting ties. Are we going to make it so we never see each other again?”

I replied with certainty, "If that were possible, it would be perfect!"

squeak--

The sound of tires rubbing against the ground pierced the sky, and Liu Liu and I were both propelled forward by inertia.

The car stopped just in the middle of the road. By the time I came to my senses, Song Yafei had already moved from the driver's seat to the back.

No one expected him to stop his car in the middle of the road. Luckily, there were hardly any cars on the road.

"Are you crazy!" I yelled at her, unable to contain my anger.

Song Yafei wasn't angry, but her expression wasn't very good either.

"Yes, I'm insane!"

"After divorcing you, I realized how stupid I was! I must have been crazy to agree to a divorce!"

I stared blankly at her hysterical outburst, tears welling in her eyes, pain swirling within them.

“Zhang Tian, ​​I’ve tried to let go of our feelings and get to know other men, but I failed. I have no interest in them whatsoever.”

"Without you, life seems to have lost its meaning."

"Zhang Tian, ​​I regret it! I regret letting you go, and I underestimated my feelings for you."

My breath hitched. I never expected her to be like this. I felt terrible because she wasn't doing well.

However, her repeated insistence disgusted me, and I didn't want to think about the past anymore.

Seeing that I was frozen in place, Song Yafei leaned forward and tried to kiss me again.

I pushed her away.

"Stop joking! It's just that you're not used to it yet!"

"After being together for so many years, this is just withdrawal symptoms. It will get better after a while. Quitting smoking takes time, let alone quitting after more than ten years together."

Song Yafei shook her head, "No, it won't get better! Unless you come back to me."

“I have absolutely no interest in them, but just hearing your call and your voice makes my whole body scream.”

"I crave your touch, I miss your scent, I miss the way you call my name when you're moved, and my heart comes alive in that instant!"

She looked at me with pleading and helplessness in her eyes. Her eyes shone even brighter when she spoke of the past.

This was the first time she had so openly expressed her need for me, and I never imagined she would say such private things.

However, my attitude has never wavered in the slightest.

"What you miss is the time when you treated me like a plaything, when you were happy, but it brought me pain!"

"Song Yafei, in your eyes, have I always been nothing more than a plaything?"

During those times, I was mostly forced to comply with her demands, and I hardly felt any emotion; it was just a natural physical reaction.

Many times, after it was over, I would even go to the bathroom to take a shower again and again, scrubbing my body until it turned red. At that time, I felt disgusted with myself.

Thinking about it now, my body seems to be aching all over.

"No, no!"

When she met my gaze, Song Yafei shook her head in disbelief. She probably wouldn't believe how conflicted and tormented I was at the time, even if she told me.

She desperately wanted to prove something, so she pulled my hand and placed it on her chest.

"There has never been only you here! I would never have thought about divorce if it weren't for your desire."

"I've always been sincere with you, do you believe me?"

At this point, does it still matter whether you believe or not?

Perhaps I was too cold, which hurt Song Yafei deeply. She slumped into the back seat, but held onto my hand tightly.

I calmly withdrew my hand, looked at her coldly, and spoke in a flat tone.

"You care about me? Do you need me to take off my clothes and show you what you've left on me?"

"A broken arm? The various scars from the car accident, or the scars from when you were being aggressive that haven't faded yet?"