Chapter 140 Heart, Mind
Chapter 140 Heart, Mind
When Liu Jiqian was swallowed, his body suddenly sank, and then he felt weightless, as if he had stepped on empty air and fell from a great height. There was a faint sound of wind in his ears, and countless pairs of greedy eyes opened from all directions in the darkness.
His eyes were sticky, full of malice and coldness.
The faces of the owners of those eyes gradually became blurred. As Liu Jiqian fell, he saw the faces of the people who were watching coldly. These hypocritical people even had expectations in their eyes. He was not surprised at all...
Yes, when he fell from the platform, no one reached out to catch him, because that was what they wanted.
"My moon, my light, fall into my hands, and belong to me alone..."
"Fallen, that's your most beautiful appearance..."
"I want you under me so much, I want you so much..."
"Hahaha, what path to immortality? I won't allow it!"
Their voices rose again, the murmurs numerous and noisy, filled with a sickening desire.
"Liu Jiqian, wake up."
"Liu Jiqian" stood on a high place, looking down at Liu Jiqian falling, still looking at him with a smile. His voice was not loud, but very penetrating, as if it was spoken right into Liu Jiqian's ear.
"Brother Liu, don't listen."
Suddenly, a pair of hands caught him and held him steadily. Liu Jiqian, who was a little dazed, paused and slowly turned his head. It seemed that he had lost his voice in an instant, and his voice became a little hoarse.
"Wen, Wen Sheng?"
The young man let go of the person, tilted his head and smiled. He was the most dazzling light in this chaotic darkness.
"Lu Wensheng" smiled brightly: "Senior Brother Liu, are you okay?"
Liu Jiqian suddenly relaxed, closed his eyes, looked up, and was the gentle yet powerful man again - everyone praised him as the bright moon in the sky, but they didn't know that the moon also had the sun it wanted to chase.
Seeing Lu Wensheng, Liu Jiqian suddenly felt at ease.
A hint of jealousy flashed in the eyes of "Liu Jiqian" above, he curled the corners of his mouth, floated down from above, walked to "Lu Wensheng", and lifted his hair.
"Tsk tsk tsk, Liu Jiqian, is there anyone in this world who you like?"
Liu Jiqian frowned and slapped "Liu Jiqian's" hand away.
"Liu Jiqian" raised his eyebrows: "It's just a reflection of our consciousness, not a real person, what do you care about? Besides, am I not you? What's the difference?"
Liu Jiqian said nothing, blocking "Lu Wen Sheng", the meaning was self-evident.
"Yangming is very popular, but he doesn't necessarily see you. You are a treasure in the eyes of others, but not in the eyes of Yangming." "Liu Jiqian" didn't care. He narrowed his eyes, changed the subject, and tried his best to make Liu Jiqian feel shaken.
"You can't call him Yangming." Liu Jiqian's eyes were slightly cold.
"Liu Jiqian": "...Your love will not be known to him." Why is my focus so strange? !
Like? Liu Jiqian was stunned for a moment, and glanced at "Lu Wensheng". "Lu Wensheng" blinked, with an innocent look on his face, and obediently called him "Senior Brother Liu".
"Liu Jiqian" hesitated for a moment: "You like Lu Wensheng, you know that, right?"
Liu Jiqian, who had always been cold and calm, suddenly had a blush on his ears. There was a hint of confusion and panic in his gentle eyes, and it was as if his lips were burned when he opened his mouth.
"Hi, do you like it?"
"Liu Jiqian" could no longer maintain his smiling expression, and his tone was a little bit gnashing of teeth.
"Yes! You like him! - But he won't know your love!!!" I am drunk. I really am... I thought I was secretly teasing Lu Wensheng and paying attention to him, and he would know about it! I didn't expect that I was so confused - really, it is hard to guess what I am thinking.
"So what if no one knows?" Liu Jiqian slowed down and came back to his senses - his love was for Yangming, but it had nothing to do with Yangming's business, because love is not a bondage, he didn't want his love to become a shackle and burden to the other person.
Even when he was with Yangming, he hoped that his light could shine on himself instead of grabbing it - beautiful things should not belong to anyone alone.
"Liu Jiqian" suddenly curled his lips to hide the ill intention in his eyes, "Lu Wensheng"'s eyes flashed, and he reached out and hugged Liu Jiqian.
Liu Jiqian was stunned, and hugged the other person back at a loss, with his fingertips trembling.
"Lu Wensheng" raised his head from his arms and called "Weiyun" with a tone full of affection. It has to be admitted that Liu Jiqian's heart relaxed at this moment.
"Liu Jiqian" smiled more clearly. He stood next to Liu Jiqian and tilted his head: "It's really good, this feeling of being favored by the light, don't you think?"
Liu Jiqian lowered his eyes and said nothing, but "Liu Jiqian" knew the tenderness that was hidden, surging, and burning in those eyes.
"If you want him, go for it. If he is yours..." "Liu Jiqian" bewitched Liu Jiqian.
Seeing that he was indifferent, "Liu Jiqian" sighed in his heart and continued.
"The current Lu Wensheng is not real either. Whether it's kissing or touching, you can do whatever you want. We are one person, you don't have to hide anything."
"You've been hurt so badly by something done in the name of love, why do you want to continue this bondage in the name of love?"
Liu Jiqian still didn't move. He looked at "Liu Jiqian" with clear eyes - how could he bear to do this to Yangming? Even if it was fake, he couldn't bear to offend, and now he was very satisfied.
"Liu Jiqian" felt like he was going to explode with anger - why was this so unreasonable? !
"Lu Wensheng" disappeared, and "Liu Jiqian" looked at Liu Jiqian with a forced smile.
"Do you really think so?"
Liu Jiqian used his words in reverse: "Didn't you say that you and I are one? Don't you know what I think? Besides, what you said before was not right."
"What?" "Liu Jiqian" was stunned.
Liu Jiqian looked up, his eyes showing an unprecedented calmness.
"You were not born out of my hatred, but out of regret."
He did not regret helping others, because it was his own choice, and he did not ask for anything. He just regretted that he did not stand up before his grandfather passed away, regretted that he did not know people well, regretted that his "future" self was too slow to detect malicious intent, and regretted that he did not have the ability.
"Ha, after all that, you're still a weak person. If you don't take action, your fate will be no different from Memory's!"
"Liu Jiqian" seemed to be accustomed to Liu Jiqian's silent attitude and started to sneer. Suddenly, his eyes blurred, his body became light, and he fell to the ground with a thud. Before he could react, Liu Jiqian grabbed his neck fiercely, making it impossible for him to breathe.
He was a little stunned. He looked up and saw Liu Jiqian's silver hair falling on his face. His amber eyes were filled with chilling coldness, and the hand on his neck was getting tighter and tighter.
"Liu Weiyun, you're fine. You even lied to yourself - cough cough cough, it seems those people really can't do anything to you."
Liu Jiqian pinched himself expressionlessly until the other person completely disappeared.
“We are different,” he said.
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