ebookland Chapter 207 Road
Chapter 207 Road
Late at night, Song Yufeng lay in bed, unable to fall asleep. Chen's words kept lingering in his mind. He was afraid of losing the people he cared about on this road, but Song Yufeng had already figured it out. Even without him, even if he stopped...
Song Yufeng sighed. He had values and goals. Under his influence, others should also have the same values and goals as him. However, the practice of these values and goals requires a price.
So, I think I understand. I can be said to be naive and stupid.
What has been supporting me all along?
How can I control my fear?
Was I doing it wrong from the beginning?
No, even if I had to do it all over again, I would probably...
If that’s the case, then why would I still do this?
I see……
In my previous life, when I was a paramilitary police officer, didn’t some of my comrades also sacrifice their lives? So why did I persist at that time?
Song Yufeng thought for a long time and finally had an answer in his mind. He got out of bed and looked at the cold moonlight shining on the ground outside. He sighed and slowly walked out of the room.
Xiaojin's body had been placed in a coffin and placed in the mourning hall. Song Yufeng saw that the lights were still on in the mourning hall, and thought that Xiaocai was still sitting inside to keep vigil.
"Have you figured it out?" Old Master Xiao's voice came from the shadows.
"Figured out."
"That's good."
The conversation between the two was simple and brief, but Mr. Xiao was relieved that Song Yufeng had really figured it out.
He walked slowly towards the stream, and he saw Lin Yuxia standing by the stream in a thin pair of pajamas.
Although Ursus had already entered summer, it was still very cold at night. Song Yufeng walked slowly over. Lin Yuxia heard footsteps behind her and immediately turned around. When she saw it was Song Yufeng, she lowered her head and said, "Yes, I'm sorry..."
However, Song Yufeng took off his coat and put it on her, interrupting Lin Yuxia.
He didn't want Lin Yuxia to apologize to him first. It was his fault and he should apologize first.
"Aren't you cold? Your nose is red." Song Yufeng said.
"It's, it's okay." Because she was standing too close to Song Yufeng, Lin Yuxia blushed and took a step back, but the warmth brought by the coat made her wrap herself tightly.
"Thanks……"
"I'm sorry." Song Yufeng interrupted her again, bent down and said, "What happened today was my fault. I shouldn't have lost control like that. It's just that I couldn't calm down for a while. I'm sorry."
Lin Yuxia was stunned for a moment, then lowered her head and said, "I should apologize too. I'm sorry, I was too anxious and worried that you would really do that. I shouldn't have been so extreme. Um, your face, is it okay?"
"Well, it should be okay. After all, I have always been thick-skinned. It won't matter even if you punch me." Song Yufeng said.
"What nonsense is that." Lin Yuxia couldn't help but laugh at Song Yufeng's words.
"Anyway, I have to thank you. I hadn't realized it before, and I didn't have this awareness. Your words made me think about a lot."
"Actually, I was also surprised. Why did I say those words at that time? I don't know. Maybe I just wanted to say it."
"Real feelings?"
"probably."
"My mind is too unstable."
"It's understandable. What happened to Xiaojin... Well, if I were you, I would probably be even more irritable than you." Lin Yuxia lowered her head sadly.
"Actually, I'm starting to get a little scared."
"Are you afraid of death?" Lin Yuxia asked.
Song Yufeng was stunned for a moment, then scratched his head and said, "What? Sir Chen told you."
"Well, she told me. I can understand how you feel, the fear of losing each other, but this is our path, isn't it?"
"I know, I've figured it out." Song Yufeng said seriously, "My thoughts are naive and foolish. It's a fantasy. Since I embarked on this path, stopping or turning back is meaningless. Even if I don't do it, others, whether it's Chen, Rhodes Island, or Reunion, will all walk the same path in their own way. Even if I stop, they will die in battle one day in the future, or they will keep moving forward on this path until the end of this land.
Because this is our value and goal, this is our path, we are the knights of the Ark of the Infected.
The responsibility is heavy, but we must shoulder it, because if we don't, there will be only two outcomes: others will bear it, or the infected behind us will be crushed to death."
As Song Yufeng spoke, tears began to flow from his eyes. He thought about how he stood in front of the people when he joined the armed police in his previous life. He thought about the lights of thousands of houses behind him when he was fighting against the evil spirits at the border of Yan Country.
"This is our path. Death is not the end. Our footsteps will go to the end of this land." Song Yufeng said.
Lin Yuxia's eyes became moist at some point. For the sake of a goal, for the sake of an ideal, even if she loses, she will stand up again and move forward.
She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then helped Song Yufeng wipe the tears from his face.
"Yes, the weak and hesitant me in the past is dead. I will not be confused anymore, and I will not stop again. I believe this is what Xiaojin wants as well." Song Yufeng whispered.
He grabbed Lin Yuxia's hand. Lin Yuxia was startled at first and subconsciously wanted to pull her hand back, but seeing Song Yufeng's determined eyes, she did not pull it back, but instead held Song Yufeng's hand tightly.
"Lin Yuxia, no matter what our ending is in the future, I hope you can be a witness, witness all the traces we leave behind."
"I will...I will." Lin Yuxia said with red eyes.
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ps: These chapters are actually pushing the emotional line, as well as the psychological growth of the hero. He no longer hesitates, but truly begins to transform into a qualified leader. Ah, the next few chapters should also be quite explosive, so everyone can just read them slowly (●'?'●).