Chapter 197 "Then... do you still want to break up with me?"
Chapter 197 "Then... do you still want to break up with me?"
"I... made you worry..."
This sentence immediately pierced Ye Xingyao's nerves. The worry, fear and panic of so many days finally gathered together in this second and erupted like a flood.
Ye Xingyao didn't even want to recall the moment when he was first admitted to the emergency room and was given a critical illness notice.
Gu Yuchen's initiative made Ye Xingyao suddenly feel wronged. Her tears kept falling and her shoulders moved as she tried to hold back her sobs.
"Why don't you want to wake up..." Ye Xingyao's voice trembled, her tone was soothing and light, but her heart was shaken as if it was hit by something.
"Jin Ran said you have no will to survive..."
"Do you know that you were in a coma for five days and five nights..."
"Do you know that I received a critical illness notice just after you were sent to the emergency room..."
"why is it like this?"
Gu Yuchen heard Ye Xingyao's crying but did not answer. He just felt heartbroken.
The scene of that day was still vivid in his mind. When he thought about it for a moment, he still felt as if he was still in the day when they had quarreled. The heart-wrenching feeling had not diminished at all.
His Adam's apple rolled up and down twice, as if he was trying to suppress his emotions, but his empty eyes were focused on somewhere unknown, as if his entire soul had floated away.
Gu Yuchen couldn't answer Ye Xingyao's words, and he couldn't even recall what happened that day.
Whenever he thought of it, Gu Yuchen would feel a chill in his heart, as if he had fallen into a bone-chilling abyss.
The bottomless helplessness, the pitch-black loneliness, the cold and suffocating despair made him feel that even breathing was a luxury.
Every time he thought about it, he felt like he was falling, and it seemed like there would never be an end. Every time he thought about it, this feeling would surge into his heart, making him shudder.
But he didn't want to be in the darkness anymore, didn't want to be in despair anymore.
He felt so tired and helpless.
Even an hour ago, he felt that he would just fall asleep like this, without any disputes or pain.
"Gu Yuchen, do you know how desperate I was when I received the notice of your critical illness..." Ye Xingyao's vision was blurred by tears. She almost trembled as she whispered these words that had been buried in her heart for the past few days.
These words made Gu Yuchen's heart ache. He unconsciously moved his gaze and met Ye Xingyao's watery and pitiful eyes.
The eye contact between the two people instantly magnified the grievances in their hearts.
Gu Yuchen suddenly saw Yaoyao's red eyes with tears in them, and instantly felt his heart aching.
But he remained silent and did not respond to Ye Xingyao's question. His eyes seemed to contain tenderness and pain, and he just stared at Ye Xingyao's red eyes.
After a few moments, Gu Yuchen's emotions collapsed. He tried hard to suppress the bitterness in his eyes, and his face was full of silence and sadness. He seemed to be indifferent, but also seemed to have fallen completely.
After holding back for a long time, Gu Yuchen finally couldn't hold back the tears that flowed from his gray eyes, one after another. He was trembling slightly, but he didn't know if it was because of the pain or because he was holding it back.
It was as if his heart was dripping with blood, and every tear in Gu Yuchen's eyes was like a huge sorrow sweeping over him.
He just looked at Ye Xingyao quietly without saying a word, letting his tears continue to slide down his cheeks and sink into his collar.
This scene made Ye Xingyao's heart tremble.
She quietly watched Gu Yuchen's tears continue to fall, and for some reason, an inexplicable feeling of panic and fear arose in her heart.
She was afraid that he would become discouraged, heartbroken, and that she would hurt him to the point of making him give up this relationship.
She was very scared, afraid that he would tell her again that they had broken up.
Ye Xingyao thought for a long time, looked at Gu Yuchen's tearful eyes that were shining with tiny rays of light, opened her lips, but no sound came out.
The two just looked at each other, letting their tears continue to fall.
After two minutes, Ye Xingyao looked at Gu Yuchen's gradually pale face and empty eyes, and finally could not hide her emotions.
She was very sensitive and noticed Gu Yuchen's discomfort.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
"Where does it hurt? Tell me, please?"
Seeing that Gu Yuchen had no reaction at all and just stared at Ye Xingyao with tears still falling, Ye Xingyao felt more uneasy and anxious.
She looked at Gu Yuchen's soulless and empty tearful eyes, and suddenly felt as if she was pierced by thousands of arrows. She couldn't help it anymore, leaned forward, pressed against Gu Yuchen, and then hugged him tightly with her arms.
Ye Xingyao rubbed her head left and right in Gu Yuchen's arms, like a kitten afraid of being abandoned.
She buried herself in Gu Yuchen's arms, her tears soaking Gu Yuchen's hospital gown.
"sorry......"
"sorry........"
"Please don't do this again, it's my fault. I shouldn't have treated you like that, shouldn't have left you alone in the living room, shouldn't have pressed your stomach hard, shouldn't have asked for a breakup, shouldn't have said I wanted you to die..."
"Gu Yuchen, please get well soon, okay..."
"please......"
"I love you......"
"Please don't leave me in such a cruel way again, okay?"
Ye Xingyao's body trembled every time she spoke, causing Gu Yuchen's heart to tremble at the same frequency.
He felt Ye Xingyao's body rising and falling, and after a few moments, he finally slowly raised his hands and hugged the back of Ye Xingyao's head.
"So...are you still going to break up with me?"
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