ebookland Chapter 168 "I still love you."
Chapter 168 "I still love you."
Lu Tingshen opened a can of beer. It was the most unpalatable and best-tasting beer he had ever tasted.
This is not a high-end place, so the prices are affordable and the quality is affordable.
It was the first time that Lu Tingshen drank such unpalatable beer, but because of her, he thought it tasted good.
Yes, bitterness is also a kind of sweetness, and astringency is also a kind of aftertaste.
This world is not all about delicious food, and monotony does not make people happy.
Lu Tingshen took a sip, but he looked at her out of the corner of his eye, and her emotions were clear at a glance.
After so long, he thought he knew her very well because her emotions were written on her face.
At this time, childhood is neither salty nor bland, no emotions can be seen, calm and unhurried:
"Eat it, I ordered it especially for you."
Lu Tingshen really cared about her and even asked her to eat late at night.
She had a bad stomach when she was a child and hardly ate at night. She had to do it before but now it was unnecessary. She didn't want to become someone she didn't like just to please him.
"You know what? I hate the smell of barbecue the most. Besides the strong seasoning smell, it also smells like it's being burned."
Maybe it was because she had opened up her heart, maybe it was because of the last time they met, maybe it was on that cold night, maybe she was grateful to him for letting her see Tiantian.
So just like that, she looked at him without any disgust but said unbelievable words.
She hates it? But she clearly said she likes it.
The wine in my mouth tasted different, like water, tasteless.
She looked indifferent, as if she had seen through everything and let go of everything, which made people feel afraid of her.
Yes, he was not afraid of her getting upset, but he was afraid that she would suddenly become calm.
His fingers moved as a stress response.
He picked up a bunch and put it in his mouth, and it seemed like it did have a bit of a burnt taste to it.
"Thank you for telling me this, it is true."
His voice was a little... a little distressing, and he was almost trembling as if he couldn't say the last words before leaving, but he still said it.
He knew that she must have made a decision, but he couldn't predict whether it was good or bad.
He should have expected her to make that decision when he expressed his dissatisfaction in a hysterical manner.
However, the wine tastes bad late at night, and you can’t keep those who want to leave.
Lu Tingshen took another sip of beer, and the bitter taste just now turned into plain water.
She could see that Lu Tingshen was restraining himself, so she was willing to make the relationship between them clear. If she didn't say it this time, there might not be another chance in the future.
"Can I ask you a favor?"
Lu Tingshen raised his eyes to look at her. When did she need to be so humble?
"explain."
No matter what, if she wanted money, he was willing to provide her with security for the next life.
Lu Tingshen knew that as long as she asked, he would not be able to refuse her.
Childhood, I still love you.
He didn't say this out loud, but he was saying it in every sentence.
"Can you please not tell Yaoyao about my whereabouts?"
Lu Tingshen didn't understand why she did this. She didn't want status or material things, but she asked him to keep her secret.
What is she afraid of?
Lu Siyao missed her very much. In fact, she had always been worried about her, but why did she keep avoiding her?
Lu Tingshen didn't understand, but he didn't ask.
He may not understand but he will never get involved. No third person should be involved in a relationship between two people. It is up to him to judge whether it is right or wrong.
"Do you think she would not show up now if I wanted to tell her?"
Yes, Lu Tingshen did not tell her. After all, his relationship with her was not confirmed yet, and he did not know how to make it public.
Tongnian withdrew her gaze. It seemed that she had nothing else to do except this request.
She sat quietly on the sofa, and the relationship between the two seemed to have returned to the way it was at the beginning.
He was used to her company, and she was willing to accompany him, comfort him and heal him.
To Lu Tingshen, she did have such magic power. She could heal him both physically and mentally.
"anything else?"
Lu Tingshen hoped that she would say something else, preferably something about him.
Childhood shook his head, as if he was relieved that he had achieved his goal.
"Don't you have anything to say to me?"
Lu Tingshen was stubborn and might be a little drunk.
Impossible, this wine has no alcohol content. Then he must have been bewitched by her.
At this moment he didn't know how to describe himself, if you could say he was humble that would be fine too.
"I hope you can take care of yourself and drink less."
Childhood was just a casual remark because she really had nothing to say to him.
He is rich and powerful, and there will definitely be a woman who loves him in the future. Maybe he doesn't like this person, but at least no one dares to disobey him.
She knew that Lu Tingshen would live a good life.
She didn't need to worry about him. When she hoped he would take good care of himself, it was entirely because he had to take care of Tiantian. She hoped he could take good care of Tiantian, so first of all he had to take good care of himself.
Lu Tingshen listened to what she said, then put down the beer in his hand. Was she feeling sorry for him or was she feeling sorry for... ?
No matter what her purpose was, he still did as she said and drank less.
"Can you stay? Keep me from drinking."
His eyes were a little red, and he still spoke out as if there was something stuck in his throat.
He was so humble that he begged her again and again.
Childhood lowered his head, not wanting to look him in the eye, more because he didn't dare. He had a kind of magic that could soften people's hearts and make them compromise.
She remained silent, probably because she was unwilling, but what could he say to keep her?
He looked at her, his heart aching.
"Can you please not leave? Please don't leave for my sake. I don't believe that you don't love me at all. I can explain everything that happened before.
I have been waiting for you all this time, waiting for you to give me a chance. If you don't want to go back to the Lu family, we can live outside. If you don't want to see Lu Siyao, we can be underground lovers for life. As long as you are willing, I can do whatever you want. "
Yes, no problem was a problem in front of him. When he made concessions for her, she knew the time had come.
He held up her face, wanting her to agree in person, without even a glance away.
The eyes of childhood are clear, without any emotions or desires, only facing things calmly.
"I love you, I really love you. From the beginning to the end, I have never stopped loving you. I will take care of your concerns. Just be yourself. I will not force you anymore. You can tell me whether you like it or not. As long as you are willing to come back to me and give me a home, it will only be about us."
Yes, he finally stopped talking about Tiantian. In fact, she could have compromised, but she still made a resolute decision.
Lu Tingshen said he wanted a home for them, just for him.
He said he could obey all her wishes and do whatever she wanted, and he said he would not force her.
What Lu Tingshen said was true, because he had never lied and he could always do what he promised her, so would she believe him this time?