ebookland Chapter 185 "I want to divorce you."
Chapter 185 "I want to divorce you."
Her eyes were firm and didn't seem fake.
Lu Siyao should have discovered it long ago, because only children have such expressions.
She believed it and did not doubt it.
Her childhood must have been restored, but in comparison, she wished she had forgotten it all.
The childhood after amnesia was the happiest childhood. She laughed happily and had a cheerful, lively and generous personality.
She really lived a wonderful life in those years, like a blooming sunflower, always full of vigor and vitality.
Lu Siyao felt a little distressed, because recovering her memory meant that she had fallen back to rock bottom again.
In her childhood, those smiles were a luxury to her.
She had witnessed how hard her childhood was.
"When did this happen?"
"Before I come back."
"Then why don't you come find me?"
"Don't dare."
"why?"
"You've helped me so much, I can't pay you back."
The voice of childhood became smaller and smaller, trembling and humble.
She couldn't pay it back, so she ran away.
She didn't know what would happen to Lu Tingshen and her in the end. She wanted to take revenge on him, snatch Tiantian away and disappear.
She doesn't exist in this world, and I don't want to get involved with her.
Lu Siyao, the person who once saved her from the fire and gave her warmth, she, a jinx, should stay away from him.
Unlucky star?
I often heard this word when I was a child. My parents would scold me like this or use even harsher words when they were unhappy with me.
Therefore, she had not thought that things would develop like this, and leaving Lu Tingshen's child behind was also unexpected.
She had wanted to find her many times, but she never knew how to explain.
This world seems pale with too many explanations.
You can say that she has low self-esteem, or that she is avoiding and afraid to face things. No matter what you say, she will not refute it because that is who she is.
Childhood is not powerful, especially now.
She didn't even dare to look into her eyes. That feeling of humiliation was in her bones.
Lu Siyao pulled her hand over. The scars left over the years were still there. Although they were not very clear, they were vivid.
"You are so stupid. You have to bear so much by yourself. Do you still consider me as your best friend?"
Her eyes turned red, and her childhood turned red too.
This is the nth time, I can’t count how many times since we met.
Their feelings are real and others can't envy them.
"Does my uncle know?"
"do not know."
Tongnian shook her head. She also didn't dare to face the previous Lu Tingshen. She used to be sensitive and humble.
If Lu Tingshen knew, would he still treat her the same way he does now?
Lu Siyao was a little surprised:
"You're not going to tell him?"
Childhood is not yet figured out:
"Ah."
Lu Siyao didn’t know anything about her and her uncle’s past; those past events were like a secret.
She also didn't know what Lu Tingshen did to Tong Nan, so it didn't matter.
"Have you been home?"
Home? That familiar yet strange word.
"Yeah, back once."
"Did they see you?"
"No, I just got to the door."
The childhood was spent with head down, sadness written all over the face.
Having a home but not being able to return is like being a devil to your parents.
This feeling is very helpless. What does it feel like to be without a home?
Lu Siyao will never be able to understand in her entire life what it feels like to be unloved, to have never experienced the warmth of a family, and to have been despised since childhood. What on earth has her heart been through?
"Niannian, from now on this is your home, and I am your in-laws. No matter what happens between you and your uncle, I will always be your strong support."
Yes, this sentence is so warm.
Her heart is nourished and she has her back no matter what.
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It was late at night and Tiantian fell asleep.
Gu Jinyan and Lu Tingshen came upstairs. Tongnian needed to rest, but Lu Siyao was reluctant to leave.
"It's too late. She needs to rest. You and Gu Jinyan should go back."
Is Lu Tingshen still her uncle? Why doesn’t he help her?
"Why? Why should I go back with him? Let him go. I don't want to see him."
Gu Jinyan was standing at the door, so of course he heard it clearly, but Lu Siyao was angry, so he didn't dare to say anything.
"Are you done yet? If you want to make trouble, go back to your house. We are going to bed."
Lu Tingshen's words were really sarcastic, and Tongnian could only watch them arguing with each other without being able to get a word in.
"No, I won't leave."
Lu Siyao cried angrily, pushed Gu Jinwei away and went out.
"Yaoyao..." Tongnian wanted to chase her, but was stopped by Lu Tingshen.
"Hey, why are you going?"
Lu Tingshen put his arm around her waist, and his voice was so gentle that it was completely different from just now.
"How can you say that about her? I'll go and take a look."
Tong Tong was of course worried about her, but Lu Tingshen was not.
He knew her too well, and Gu Jinyan had a way to coax her.
"You should just look at me. You didn't talk to me all night. I missed you."
Lu Tingshen turned her around and kissed her on the face.
His eyes were doting and gentle like water. The light at night was very soft and intoxicating.
"Why didn't I talk to you? Didn't I just say it?" Tongnian covered his lips with his fingers.
He glanced at her fingers and kissed them:
"Not enough, I want a kiss."
He leaned over and placed a kiss on her beautiful neck, so beautiful.
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Lu Siyao ran downstairs crying, and Gu Jinyan chased after her:
"Wife, wife."
She didn't stop but didn't listen, because she was being scolded because of him, the world was full of bad people.
She wanted to run back to her room, which was always there and cleaned every day.
Yes, the Lu family is her home and her strong support.
In fact, Lu Tingshen didn't not love her, but he knew her personality too well. She was willful and capricious, and the more he coaxed her, the more excited she became.
He deliberately got Gu Jinyan drunk so that they could reconcile naturally.
In fact, women are very easy to coax. It’s nothing more than a few words. There’s no need to be too serious or make a big deal out of it.
Of course Gu Jinyan would not argue with her, after all, he should love his wife himself.
Lu Siyao ran to the third floor, but fell on her way down.
It hurt, she felt.
Lu Siyao has never felt wronged, but today is the first time.
"Honey, are you hurt from the fall?"
Lu Siyao cried even louder, as if he was really bullying her.
She patted him, and Gu Jinyan held her in his arms:
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Stop making trouble and come back with me, okay?"
Gu Jinyan smelled of alcohol:
"Eh? You been drinking?"
Lu Siyao hasn't forgotten that she asked not to drink.
Gu Jinyan was stunned. It was all Lu Tingshen’s fault.
"a little."
"How can it be just a little bit? It smells so much like alcohol!"
“A little bit, really.”
"You still want to lie to me?"
"No, really, just a little bit. Be good, let's talk about it when we get home."
"I won't go back with you. I want to divorce you."
"you dare!"
"See if I dare!"
Lu Siyao refused to give in, and Gu Jinwei was so angry that he went crazy. He had drunk some wine and was a little drunk.
He picked up Lu Siyao and walked into her room. He had been to this room before, and it seemed that their first time was here.
The dim light was more romantic. Gu Jinwei threw her onto the bed and leaned over her.