ebookland Chapter 193 Watch the world quietly.
Chapter 193 Watch the world quietly.
If excessive love suffocates a person, then this is it.
Tong Xin had some concerns, so she moved out soon after.
Tong's parents wanted to intervene, but they were powerless.
Tong Xin never discussed anything with them, so of course nothing worked out.
He was punished and was in a bad mood. Now he was an unemployed vagrant and good for nothing.
He thought about Angie, but he didn't go looking for her.
Yes, he is nothing now and has no right to look for her again.
In the past, he was brave for love and gave everything for love, but that was because he was too young and full of vigor, and didn’t understand the dangers of the world.
Now, after years of baptism, I am no longer that young man, and I no longer have the courage to pursue my love.
Love is built on a foundation. What does he have now?
A good-for-nothing like him should just fend for himself, or maybe find someone he likes and live an ordinary life.
An Qi, that first love, that white moonlight, let her stay in our memories.
Let go of the past and forget the promises. Let those people and things that cannot be kept go with the wind.
Tong Xin has no academic qualifications and no work experience, he seems like a person out of touch with the world.
This society is all-encompassing, but there is no place for him.
"childlike innocence?"
A voice came from behind.
"Really you?"
Xu Yi was a member of his former team. He used to be dark and thin, but now he has changed. He has become whiter and stronger.
Tongxin turned around:
"Xu Yi."
He used to admire Tong Xin the most and often followed him like a little follower.
"It's really you. I haven't seen you for a long time. I heard that you went to the army. Are you back on leave?"
He was still as talkative and enthusiastic as ever, but Childish looked much more melancholy compared to him.
It doesn’t matter, he was like this before, never talkative and always cold.
"Demobilized."
He could only say this to satisfy his own self-esteem.
"Let's find a place to get together. We all miss you so much. Let's go!"
Xu Yi put his arm around his shoulders, just like when they were kids.
There will always be some people who are good at patching things up in this world, and those things that cannot be overcome will always disappear.
He gathered together a lot of people from the original team, and it turned out that everyone was connected.
Some have gotten married, some have changed careers, some have become fathers, in short, everyone of all kinds has changed.
He is basically the only one who is still standing still. He is still the same as before.
"Hey, let me raise a glass to celebrate the return of our champion driver."
"it is good."
Everyone was very enthusiastic, just like before, with the tables full of people as if they had just returned from the competition.
We all had dreams, were full of energy, and set out towards today and the future.
He had been gone for a long time, but it seemed like it was just yesterday.
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"Tong Xin, what are your plans?" Xu Yi chatted with him privately.
Tongxin drank a little too much and felt dizzy, but this problem was indeed very tricky.
He lit a cigarette and thought for a while:
"No plan."
It has become difficult for him to integrate into this society. With the speed of social development, he has become out of touch.
"Why don't you come to our car dealership? Selling cars is not bad either. The base salary plus commission is pretty good."
Xu Yi is now selling motorcycles. Although he no longer races, it is still related to cars. At his age, he is not suitable for racing anymore.
Tong Xin said nothing, and it was obvious that he didn't want to go.
A nine-to-five life that is mediocre and boring, is he willing to live that kind of life?
But what if I don’t go?
He wants to live, not live for the sake of living.
A figure suddenly appeared in his mind, but he couldn't say it.
"How are you and that school beauty doing?"
Xu Yi still remembers what happened between him and An Qi. As the school belle, she was extremely envied by the entire team.
Tong Xin's eyes paused for a moment, and the person he mentioned was the image that came to his mind.
“No contact.”
There was no contact. They lost contact back then. He had no idea how she had been doing over the years.
"You guys broke up?"
Xu Yi wondered why two people who were so good to each other back then, loved each other so passionately but had such a sad ending.
Thinking back to the moment when she proposed breaking up, his heart still aches.
If it weren't for the competition, if he could understand her heartache, maybe they would have a future.
An Qi, the person who filled his entire youth, was a pity.
Tong Xin picked up the wine glass, and the bitter feeling turned sour.
"separated."
We broke up, we broke up a long time ago.
Judging from his expression, he must still have her in his heart:
"If you still have her in your heart, try again."
Go try it? Forget it.
He was not worthy of her then, and it is still the same now. The best love is blessing, just hope that she lives a good life.
Therefore, Tong Xin did not plan to look for her, and letting her go was the final act of love for her.
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Tong Xin later went to a car dealership, but not to sell cars, but to repair them.
He helps the racing drivers deploy motorcycles, and he also serves in the same branch of the military in the army.
He likes machinery and cars, so he has been working in this field for many years.
Childlike innocence is not completely useless, it can still shine in its own field.
He thought that the world could no longer accept him, but in fact, he was born with talent and it would be useful.
Soon, the motorcycles he adjusted were fast and accurate, and he became famous in the racing industry.
Tong Xin is 187cm tall, has a strong build, is a former soldier, and has the charm of a mature man.
He is very handsome, the kind of cool and handsome. Excellent men will always have people who admire them, and of course there will never be a shortage of women who like them.
Those little girls didn’t look very old and there was a generation gap between them and him.
Those who ride motorcycles all have punk style, and the girls are all cool, but he is the only one who doesn't like them.
As I said before, he likes quiet girls, that white moonlight that no one can match. Even if they are expressing their love, he can only pretend to ignore it.
"My idol, are you free after get off work? I want to date you?"
They look almost the same, wearing heavy makeup, nose studs, many jingling metal decorations on their bodies, and their hair dyed in colorful colors.
This situation is similar to that of Tong Xin in high school. What a changing world.
He glanced and shook his head.
He rarely spoke, especially to the girls brought by the racers.
If he had gone back a few years, he would have advised them to study hard, but he was the same as them back then.
He is not qualified, and the person who advised him to do his job properly has long disappeared.
After get off work, he took off his gloves and changed into his own clothes. From the moment he stepped out the door, he was the one who was truly let down by the world.
In the car dealership, he is a star that everyone pays attention to, but outside, he is alone.
Looking at the busy streets, everyone seemed to have the answer, except him.
His heart is empty, and this is not just talk.
He lit a cigarette, and his rebellious look was displayed to the fullest.
People were walking back and forth at both ends of the sidewalk, but he stood still, watching the world quietly.
A familiar figure appeared at the other end of the road, and she also stood there, looking at him.