ebookland Chapter 217 "Isn't that a good thing?"
Chapter 217 "Isn't that a good thing?"
"It's okay, go back to your room and play for a while."
When the mother is in a bad mood, the child can immediately notice it.
He hugged his mother: "Mom, are you okay?"
He is really good at coaxing people, probably like his dad.
Her heart melted, she knew she shouldn't bring emotions to her child:
"Mom is fine, sweetheart."
She touched his head and looked at her with his big eyes. Maybe she was everything to him, just like a child's innocence.
She is Tongxin's backbone and she cannot accept that they are not biological siblings.
Every day she went out, her tears flowed into her heart.
If tears could solve the problem, she would rather cry all day.
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Lu Tingshen came back late at night. He seldom came back so late unless there was something very important.
I would usually wait for him during my childhood, sitting in the living room so I could see her as soon as she walked in the door.
It was probably too late today, the room was empty.
It was a bit cold outside, so he took off his coat and went straight upstairs. He wanted to see them, as if it was a sense of reassurance.
Tiantian slept soundly. His little quilt was kicked off by him. He walked in to cover him up and then touched his little face.
Little Chenchen was sleeping with the servant. Lu Tingshen walked in to take a look and saw that his little mouth was still gurgling as if he was sucking milk.
She looked very cute and was his baby. He kissed her forehead and then quietly closed the door.
Their bedroom was inside, and it was unusually quiet.
Tongnian should be asleep at this time, otherwise she would not have come out to greet him.
When I opened the door, she was sitting on the bed, her clothes still on.
"I thought you were asleep."
Lu Tingshen didn't notice her expression at all. Of course, no one would have thought of that.
He took her pajamas and went to take a shower, and she remained in the same position until she came out.
Her face looked bad, and she felt something was wrong:
"What's wrong? You don't look good."
He walked over and reached out to touch its forehead to see if it was sick and looked so bad.
She was quite abnormal and avoided him. She was rejecting him. What happened?
Lu Tingshen looked at her, not knowing if he had done anything wrong. He sat next to her:
"What's the matter? Who made you angry? Tell me how to deal with him."
He was coaxing her, even though he didn't know it was his fault.
She is actually quite simple, and her emotions are all written on her face. The difference between Lu Tingshen and Tong Xin is that he is really good at coaxing people and solving problems as soon as possible.
Maybe it's because he is mature enough, or maybe it's because he really loves her enough.
When Tongnian took out the file bag from the drawer, his scalp started to tingle instantly.
He had forgotten to lock the drawer, and he regretted not putting it in a safe, or destroying it.
If she knew, what would be the consequences?
Lu Tingshen's expression changed, and he no longer had the mood to smile. His smile was frozen on his face, looking a little funny.
Is this his secret?
Didn’t they agree that there would be no secrets between them?
Childhood watched him, trying to see his true face. Which of his words was true?
The air was still and he felt nervous. He had never felt so nervous before, and his mind was in turmoil.
He tried to find a reason she could accept, but it seemed there wasn't one.
So, she waited for him to explain. Lu Tingshen looked at her with disappointment in his eyes:
"Listen to my explanation."
Okay, you say.
Tongxia was not emotional and did not make a fuss. She just wanted to hear his explanation. If the explanation made sense, she was willing to believe it.
But what would he say, what could he explain?
The time ticked by and he hadn't spoken yet. Her eyes became moist. Concealing and deceiving mean the same thing.
The double blow of her background and deception once again put her in a desperate situation.
It’s not that Lu Tingshen didn’t know what to say, but whatever he said would be wrong. What she couldn’t accept was not her own life experience, but his concealment of it for so long.
Her tears were welling up in her eyes, and he felt heartbroken, but he could do nothing because he was the culprit after all.
He choked up:
"I didn't mean to hide it from you. You had just given birth at that time, and I was really afraid that you couldn't accept it. I wanted you to get better first."
Yes, what a perfect explanation! Tong Nian laughed:
"Huh, it's later, did you forget to tell me?"
Her tone was sarcastic, and Lu Tingshen hated her speaking in this manner.
He restrained his emotions, frowning:
"Can you please stop doing this? I'm really doing this for your own good."
Another sentence: It's for my own good. This is moral kidnapping so she can't refute it?
Tongnian closed her eyes and tears flowed down her cheeks. Lu Tingshen saw it all and felt a pain in his heart as if it was being cut by a knife.
He wanted to hug her, but he didn't dare because he was afraid that she would resist and get hurt.
He wanted to wipe away her tears, but he didn't dare raise his hands because they were shaking.
He had never felt so scared before, and this time he was really scared.
Will the happiness that his childhood created for him be shattered in an instant?
But he was so reluctant to let her go. They were so happy and had a pair of lovely children. He knew that if she didn't want it, there was nothing he could do.
It's not impossible in childhood, but in fact it's not easy for him to keep her.
He created a warm home for her, and they belonged to each other.
Childhood is different from An Qi. An Qi seems unattainable on the surface, but in fact her love is humble.
She knew that the other person didn't love her but she still had fantasies about him. She knew that their love was gone but she still felt that it could come back.
She never had the courage to start over again, and was willing to be the phoenix in the corner, even if she couldn't fly high, she was still a phoenix.
But as for her childhood, she had the courage. She had the courage to fly to the treetops and become a phoenix, and she was also prepared to return to her nest like a goose.
She knew that being with Lu Tingshen would give her the whole world, including love.
But I also know clearly that if I don't love her anymore, I can turn away at any time, even if life was as miserable as it was a few years ago.
She has lived through hard times. She is not a princess and does not have princess syndrome, so what is she afraid of?
"So you want me to thank you?"
Childhood said coldly, every word was like a knife stabbing into his heart.
"Would you please stop talking like that?"
"Then how do you want me to talk? My husband has been cheating on me for so long. How do you want me to talk? Do you want me to thank you or to be grateful?"
She was angry now, so what she said was just angry words. Lu Tingshen just looked at her without responding.
Was his silence a mockery of her unreasonable behavior?
"Tell me, what do you want me to do?"
Childhood was roaring, waking up the quiet night.
She wanted to control herself, but waiting until he came back was the limit of her patience.
"What will it matter if you tell me? You'll just get as excited as you are right now. Isn't it a good thing they're not your parents?"
It's a good thing, but why does her heart hurt so much?
She hated her parents in her childhood, but she hated herself even more. No one doesn't care about the love of their parents, and of course she is the same.
No matter how badly her parents treat her, they are the ones who raised her. They may not love her, but they are also very important people in her life.
She would rather believe that they didn't love her than believe that she was not their biological child.
The heart of childhood is so painful, including the childishness.