ebookland Chapter 275 "Do you still love him?"
Chapter 275 "Do you still love him?"
If she doesn't want to be comforted, why should she be comforted?
She is a victim, and now she has no ability to warm anyone.
Everyone has a story, but you need to digest your own story.
"Do you still love him?"
Gu Xinran said this suddenly, but she was obviously asking herself.
Yin Wanshu closed the book, her expression indifferent:
"What about you?"
She asked a good question, does she still love him?
Gu Xinran never asked herself whether she still loved him or not. Maybe she never loved him. Maybe she just wanted to possess him.
Love is not a multiple-choice question, it requires feedback from the other party. She just wants a reward after giving, which is unfair.
And she, being locked up here, still remained calm, as if she was not afraid that the other party did not love her. Perhaps this is true love.
"What do you love about him?"
It's like two people who like the same product at the same time and discuss its advantages.
Yin Wanshu did not hold back. Perhaps after so long she needed someone to talk to:
"It should be a feeling. When I first saw him, I had a different feeling for him."
She recalled the scene when she first met him, that person in the rain, and fell in love with him at first sight.
Gu Xinran was not jealous, as if she had let it go, as they didn't know each other before.
Maybe she was the one who came between them, so she was shattered to pieces.
"When I first met him, he came to me and advised me not to marry him, telling me that he had someone he loved. At that time, I should have recognized the truth."
Gu Xinran's tone was sad and sorrowful, as if she had had enough of his betrayal.
She was a woman, a woman who loved him.
Yin Wanshu only then realized that Shen Sinian had to marry her out of necessity, but now it seemed like a mistake.
"I'm sorry I came between you two."
Yin Wanshu has always felt guilty. She has always felt regretful and uneasy about her mistakes.
She was too selfish and hurt everyone, including herself in front of her.
"Don't blame you, he doesn't love me, it has nothing to do with you."
Her words shocked Yin Wanshu. Was this the arrogant and domineering Gu Xinran from before?
What's up with her?
What happened?
Yin Wanshu didn't want to care about her, but now she has to:
"Are you OK?"
Are you okay?
Gu Xinran laughed at herself, it was so ridiculous that she had become like this.
As she laughed, her eyes turned red, and Yin Wanshu felt a little scared when she looked at her.
She would rather he insulted her as before than see her in such a mess.
Gu Xinran, I don’t want to forgive you.
She kept saying in her heart that she didn't want to feel pity for her, let alone sympathize with her.
But they are both Shen Sinian's women, so no matter who wins or loses, someone will get hurt.
Gu Xinran certainly didn't want to make her feel sorry for him, so she forced herself to wipe away the tears from her face:
"You don't have to feel sorry for me. In fact, we are equally pitiful."
Yes, she is just as pitiful.
Shen Sinian did not come to save her, perhaps he had already forgotten her.
But she was not sad, because her tears had dried up and the sadness had long passed.
She was not touched at all, and whatever decision he made would not affect her.
"Do you think he still remembers you?"
Gu Xinran picked up the teacup and clenched it tightly. She felt uncomfortable if she didn't say what was in her heart:
"What do you think he is doing? Trying to rescue you?
Stop dreaming, he is holding her in his arms and enjoying the company of beautiful women. "
he……
When she heard about Shen Sinian's current situation, her heart tightened uncontrollably.
She said nothing and listened to her words quietly.
"He doesn't care about me or you. Women are just objects of entertainment to him. So, you are useless now."
She ridiculed her, and also ridiculed herself.
Gu Xinran's voice trembled, as if she was holding back tears in pain.
Faced with her excitement, Yin Wanshu remained calm. This was the ending she had hoped for.
Gu Xinran looked at her:
"Aren't you angry?"
Is she a woman? The man she loves has another woman, but she is not angry at all?
angry?
If being angry was useful, she could be angry, but what's the use of being angry? What happened was not something she could solve.
"I just hope you can give me my freedom and not involve my family."
It seems that she doesn't love him very much, so her heart doesn't seem to hurt that much.
"You promise you'll see him again?"
"ensure."
Her answer was decisive, not perfunctory.
"What if he comes to find you?"
"Don't worry, I won't let him find it."
Yin Wanshu's eyes were calm and composed. Perhaps their fate in this life had ended.
From that moment on, Gu Xinran began to admire her a little, admired her calmness, and admired her courage to love and hate.
If she could be as free and easy as her, perhaps she wouldn't be as miserable as she is now.
"Okay, I'll do what I say."
Gu Xinran stood up, and at this moment she was free.
Perhaps it was the more than a year of imprisonment, or perhaps she felt a glimmer of hope.
She looked at her back:
"In fact, you are very beautiful and you can live your life to your fullest."
If it weren't for the long conversation she just had, Yin Wanshu would never have said that.
If they hadn't fallen in love with the same man, they might have really been friends.
Gu Xinran paused for a moment, then walked straight out of the yard.
That was the last time she saw her and she was sent out that same day.
As for where she went, she didn't know.
Gu Xinran can't be free and easy, nor can she give up her love for Shen Sinian.
She is his wife, his wife for all life. She is his person when alive and his ghost when dead.
So, she let Yin Wanshu go entirely because of Shen Sinian.
Shen Sinian deliberately brought back so many women just to distract her attention, but he didn't expect that she would let Yin Wanshu go.
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Yin Wanshu remembered that at that time, she was sent to a very far away village.
There were many bachelors in the village who couldn't find wives. They all looked at her with eager eyes, which was a bit scary.
Gu Xinran still didn't let her go, and at that moment she regretted her sympathy a little.
Malice is innate. A wounded lion is still a lion and will always be aggressive, so don't easily forgive those who have hurt you.
She was sold to a bachelor in his 40s. There was an elderly woman in his family who should be his mother.
The family was poor and had nothing, but fortunately they had enough to eat.
Yin Wanshu was locked up in the woodshed by him and was going to get married three days later.
The dialect they spoke was a little difficult to understand. This place must be very remote, with only a few households deep in the mountains.
Yin Wanshu felt desperate, even more desperate than when she was locked up in Gu's house.
The next evening, the old woman opened the door of the woodshed.
She thought it was the old man coming and was so scared that she curled up in the corner.
Now she was hungry and thirsty, nothing like she was before.
He treated her like an animal and didn't even give her the most basic water to drink?
Not giving her water or food is just to wear down her mind. If she wants to be a good wife, she must be tortured first.
Yin Wanshu's lips were peeling and her face looked pale and weak.
The old woman leaned on a wooden stick and said to her carefully:
"Girl, where are you from?"