ebookland Chapter 435: Let go.
Chapter 435: Let go.
Lu Siyao looked at the man she once loved deeply crying, and she felt heartbroken at that moment.
Yes, if not a lover, then a relative. He has always doted on her since she was a child. Why has she become so cold-blooded now?
Two people who once loved each other can really suddenly become enemies, and there is no such thing as "letting go" at all.
Who will let it go?
Then it must be the person he doesn't love. Gu Jinyan will never understand why he lost her, and he will never let it go.
Lu Siyao's eyes gradually changed from heartache at the beginning to coldness. She got up from the sofa and straightened her torn collar.
It was quite embarrassing, as if there was no dignity left for her.
Gu Jinwei’s mistake was that he used violence to try to keep Lu Siyao.
It would have been possible in the past, but after experiencing Wick, she knew that love is respect, not coercion.
That feeling of treating each other with respect seems more affectionate, and that feeling of being unable to love someone is actually more touching.
He wasn't as gentle and thoughtful as Wick, nor did he respect her ideas as much as he did.
So, everyone and everything needs comparison, right?
Lu Siyao wiped the tears from her face and packed her luggage.
After the humiliation, they parted ways, which was also forced by Gu Jinwei.
He sat on the sofa, feeling sad.
Maybe he is really sad, but it will pass.
She believed that he had long been accustomed to living alone, after all, he had not taken any action for such a long time.
He didn't try to find her or mention anything about her, so how much love could he have?
Gu Jinyan and Lu Tingshen are the same kind of people but also different people.
They both only love their careers and are unwilling to make any changes under the guise of loving each other.
They are domineering, selfish and willful, so they are not qualified to love others or themselves.
They will only lick their wounds belatedly after hurting each other, trying to deceive themselves that they really love each other.
But do they actually love each other?
They don’t seem to know how to love themselves, let alone learn to love others?
They think love is possession, domination, and obedience.
So both Lu Siyao and Tongyu felt suffocated and wanted to escape.
After packing the luggage, the door of the room opened and Gu Chutian stood inside.
Her eyes were red and swollen, and she looked at them with tears on her face.
She heard her parents quarreling, which was very hurtful to her.
She could accept her parents not being together, but she didn't want to witness them slandering each other.
Just like a fig leaf being lifted, the illusion of happiness is exposed.
Gu Jinyan and Lu Siyao looked at her, and the resentment in their hearts turned into guilt.
As parents, they are unable to create a complete family.
"Tiantian, why are you awake?"
They were making such a loud noise just now, how could I not wake up?
Gu Jinyan looked at his daughter and regretted his impulsiveness.
The family could have had a good weekend together, but he ruined it.
But he did not regret what he had just said, nor did he regret treating Lu Siyao like that.
At that time he was certain that they were having an affair, and it was not an exaggeration to say that they were an adulterous couple.
How can he give away the love that he can't get to others for free?
Gu Chutian looked at her mother pushing the luggage and said with sobs:
"Mom, are you leaving?"
Lu Siyao was very sorry that she couldn't stay with them any longer.
"Mom has something to do, so I have to go back first."
She found a respectable excuse, but everyone knew it was fake.
Gu Jinyan didn't even look at her, as if he was used to her lying.
So which of her words is true? Why do they keep saying that they are innocent?
Gu Jinwei was sure that she must be lying, so he showed a disdainful expression.
Gu Chutian moved forward again, but did not get closer:
"Can't you stay for us?"
For them?
Lu Siyao was sure that she had done this for them too many times, but she really couldn't do it at this moment.
Maybe she doesn't understand now, but she will understand when she grows up.
Lu Siyao was unwilling to explain her feelings at the time, as if all the mistakes were caused by her.
Faced with her daughter's questioning, she couldn't catch her breath.
"Feel sorry."
She was still young and perhaps couldn't understand, or maybe they naturally stood on Gu Jinyan's side.
Just as he questioned and slandered.
As expected of a member of the Gu family, they all share the same aspirations.
Thinking back to Gu Yunhe's previous doubts about her, they were no different from Gu Chutian's current ones.
It seemed that they all regarded her as the instigator of this tragic ending.
Unfortunately, she can't slander anyone, nor does she bother to do such things.
The Lu family has such backbone, even though they were once the people she cared about the most.
Lu Siyao turned around and pulled the suitcase.
"Are you still my mother? Are you still worthy of being a mother?"
Gu Chutian suddenly said loudly from behind. It was chilling to hear such words coming from a daughter's mouth.
Gu Jinyan just sat on the sofa, and not stopping it was actually tacit consent.
Of course this was instilled by him, because he was the one who led them all along.
Lu Siyao frowned slightly and turned to look at her in disbelief.
The child she raised since childhood flatly denied all her efforts.
"What did you say?"
She couldn't believe that this was her daughter. She should have seen clearly what she had contributed to this family.
Is she worthy?
How long had she been gone?
One, two or ten years?
She has the right to choose her own life, not to endure for anyone else.
So does she deserve it?
What should a mother be like?
Turn yourself into a shrew, a person that even yourself feels like a stranger?
She can choose to stay home or leave at any time, it's not her fault.
Gu Chutian cried and said:
“Do you know the last time I was sick? Do you know what size clothes I need to wear?
Do you know what my ranking was in the last monthly exam? Do you know what kind of food I like now?
You just left and left us to our dad, but do you know what life is like without a mom?
Why are you so selfish, only caring about your own enjoyment and not caring about our lives?
What did Dad do wrong? Is it just his fault? "
It was like a list of wrongdoings laid out before her when she was sentenced to death.
This is the truest thought in their hearts, including Gu Jinyan.
Lu Siyao's eyes turned red.
If she could bear Gu Jinyan's slander, she would definitely not be able to accept the questioning from her daughter.
She also grew up alone. Her parents have always been abroad and she has never enjoyed the love of her parents.
So, nothing happened to her?
So, this is the sadness of living in their family.
Lu Siyao didn't cry, but tried hard to hold back her tears.
Crying in front of children is actually a shameful thing. She choked up and said:
"Tiantian, Mommy just wants to tell you that this family was not destroyed by Mommy."
Lu Siyao opened the door and left without any explanation, allowing her daughter's voice to permeate the entire corridor.
Isn't she sad?
Being heartbroken is not necessarily as real as being heartbroken.